A Romance of WastdaleMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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A Romance of Wastdale
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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"Well," she continued, her voice sinking into a tremulous whisper,
"one evening I was left in the house alone. The rest had gone out to a
dance, but I was worn out by the heat, and remained at home. It was
very hot; there was hardly a breath of air, I remember, and I curled
myself up in a long chair on the verandah and fell fast asleep. I was
awakened by some one pulling my hair, and when I looked up I saw who
it was."
"How long was that before you left India?"
"Two months."
"And during those two months you kept writing home to me and saying
how slowly the time passed."
Gordon spoke with an accent of incredulous wonder. Each moment thrust
a new inconceivable fact before his eyes, and forced him to
contemplate it. He felt that his world was toppling in ruins about
him, much as it had done in that first year of his University life.
"That was not my fault," the girl exclaimed. "He made me do it. I
wanted to write to you and break the engagement off; but he would not
let me. I suppose he was afraid I should bother him to marry me
himself," she concluded, contemptuously.
"And you obeyed him in that, too?"
"I tell you, I was at his mercy. He did what he liked with me. He made
me write those letters to you;" and she added, with a certain
softness, "and in a way, too, I was glad he did."
"Why?"
"Because even then I was afraid of him. I distrusted him, and you
seemed a kind of anchor for me, and every letter an extra link in the
cable."
The words touched Gordon strangely. The surface implication that he
was valued merely as a convenient refuge from the consequences of
folly did not occur to him. He applied a deeper meaning to them, and
fancied that she had been willing to retain her hold on him for much
the same reason which had made him cling to her--out of an instinctive
need to feel something stable in a world of shadow. She had taken an
open knife from the table and was mechanically tracing with its point
the crimson lines upon her dress, and he thought her tired
helplessness was the saddest sight man could ever see. Sentences out
of the letters came back to him.
"So, in a way," he said, almost with a smile, "you meant what you
wrote."
"Yes! What I wrote. But I wrote so little of them myself. I mean," she
went on, noticing the surprise in the other's face, "I put the words
down. He dictated them."
"What!"
A sudden fury seized upon Gordon. For the first time since he had been
talking with Kate, he realised Hawke the man, a living treacherous
being, flesh and blood, that could be crushed and killed. The idea
sent a thrill through his veins. The lust for revenge sprang up,
winged and armed, in a flame of hatred. His imagination pictured the
scene, clear cut as a cameo; he saw the keen, pointed face bending
over Kate's shoulder; he heard him unctuously rolling out loving
phrases, savouring them as he spoke, and chuckling over the deceit.
He turned on Kate in a frenzy.
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