The young man was to receive no outward encouragement. The letter to
which I have just referred was written to his confessor in
Münster,--a good man, a Franciscan friar, but a man of the eighteenth
century. He seems to have been too much alarmed to reply. Only
after a second letter from Mitri had made it clear that his advice
was no longer needed, and that the decisive step had already been
taken, did he pluck up courage to write. In a long-winded Latin
epistle, full of platitudes, he, a son of St. Francis, dared not
positively say, "Give up this high-flown nonsense and return to your
family"; but he said that it was Mitri's duty to consult his father,
and to do nothing till he had obtained his consent. Alas for the
friar if _his_ blessed founder had followed such advice!
Demetrius had, of course, written to him in confidence, with the
express recommendation to say nothing even to his mother for the
present; for he had made up his mind not to proceed in the matter
till he had waited a reasonable time for a reasonable answer. The
reply failed to come; and when at length the friar did write, it
transpired that Demetrius' first letter had been handed to him by the
Princess herself, who said she had received but a short,
unsatisfactory letter from her son; and as the Father's seemed to be
a longer letter, she asked him if he would read it and tell her what
her son wished or was doing.
"As I had forgotten my spectacles," the worthy man writes, "Dr.
Overberg, who was also present, offered to read the letter aloud,
which he did from beginning to end. How I felt during the reading
and how overcome the reader himself was you can not well imagine.
What deep sorrow filled my heart as I saw your mother look so sad and
anxious! Herr von Fürstenberg was absolutely silent. Oh, how I
sighed when I noticed that I had been the innocent cause of so much
sorrow!"
The poor young student, so far from receiving encouragement, was
disturbed by long letters from all sides, seeking to change his
purpose. Even good men could not appreciate the heights of such a
vocation as this. Such a new experience in the even tenor of the
dear old Münster existence puzzled the saintly Overberg
himself,--who, however, soon came to Gamaliel's conclusion--"If it be
of men it will come to naught; if it be of God no one can resist
it,"--and contented himself with merely exhorting his young friend to
prove his own heart earnestly, and not to be in too great a hurry to
take any irrevocable step.
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