The excellent Von Fürstenberg winced at the scandal of the Cross,--at
the trials and humiliations of an unknown missionary in a strange
land. If Mitri really wished to be a priest, he wrote, why not
return to Europe, where such a vocation could at least be carried out
in a manner suitable to his rank and position? It can, therefore, be
no matter of surprise that Mitri's Protestant relatives should be
furious. His uncle, a Russian general, wrote that he considered
certain enthusiasts must be to blame for making his nephew forget his
rank and family, as well as all sense of fitness and propriety, to
embrace "a state of shame and disgrace."
In the meantime, as Gallitzin's German biographer writes, "his
mother, though she was the hardest hit and had to bear the brunt of
the storm, behaved much the most sensibly. She wrote immediately to
the Abbé Nagot, the Bishop of Baltimore, and Herr Brosius. And when,
through their answers and the letters of her son, she felt assured
that it was a true vocation, she was unconcerned as to the worldly
consequences of so unusual a proceeding, and exulted in the happiness
of being the mother of a young man so superior to the colorless,
commonplace personalities of these times as to have been capable of
choosing such a state of life."
Prince Gallitzin (or Herr Schmet, as he was called) was all the while
quietly pursuing his studies at Georgetown, to which place the little
seminary had been removed from Baltimore. Humility had doubtless
much to do with the ugly alias to which Gallitzin persistently clung;
but in the first instance it had been motived by a little human
prudence. A prince is often fleeced; and Mitri's father had wisely
suggested that the American tour could be made equally pleasant at
half the expense if the young man travelled as plain Herr Schmet.
In 1793 his mother writes: "The greatest--nay, the only happiness
that can rejoice the heart of man here below is to be able to put
himself just there where God would have him be, and then to fill that
post worthily and well." She goes on to assure him that all the
reproaches and unpleasantnesses she may have to bear on his account
will be accepted cheerfully; and that she can conceive no greater
delight, no more splendid reward for all her sorrows and cares than
to see the son of her heart standing at God's altar. Only two things
would she ask of him: first, not to hurry--carefully to examine his
own heart before taking the irrevocable step; secondly, to promise
her to keep his freedom--not to bind himself by vow to the American
mission; for, though determined not to keep back anything in her
sacrifice, she could not as yet face the thought of never seeing her
only son again.
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