No, she was not jealous. She would not be jealous. But it would have
been so nice in the Pineta. The sun was now high in the heavens. The
birds were singing on every tree; and Ludovico was enjoying it with that
woman, whom, when she had seen her at the theatre, she had found it so
impossible to like or to tolerate. Yet she would not, could not, doubt
that Ludovico loved herself, and her only.
She dried her tears, and determined that she would not let doubts of
what she really did not doubt torment her. But still she sat on and on
upon the bench in the shade musing on many things--on the Contessa
Violante, on the steps Ludovico had said that he would take this very
first day of Lent towards the open breaking off of all engagement with
that lady, and on the amount of scandal and difficulty that would thence
arise.
Then her fancy, despite all her endeavours and determinations to the
contrary, would go back to paint pictures of the beauty of La Bianca, as
she sat by the side of Ludovico in the little carriage. How lovely she
had looked, and how happy,--so evidently pleased with herself, with her
companion, and with all about her. And Ludovico had seemed in such good
spirits--so happy, so thoroughly contented. He did not want any one else
to be with him. He was far enough from thinking of the fond and faithful
heart that would have been made so happy--oh, so happy--if it had been
given to her to sit there by his side.
She sat thinking of all these things till she was roused from her
reverie by the city clocks striking noon. It was three good hours later
than she had supposed it to be; and she jumped up from her seat,
intending to hasten home to Signora Orsola Steno.
All this Paolina stated partly to Signora Orsola on her return home, and
partly in reply to inquiries subsequently made of her by inquirers far
less easily satisfied.
But chance--or, what for want of a better designation, we are in the
habit of so calling--had decreed that Signora Orsola should not be
delivered from her suspense so quickly.
On turning into the shady promenade under the city walls, a little
before reaching the Porta Nuova, Paolina had strolled onwards, before
sitting down on one of the benches that tempted her after her walk, till
she fancied that it would be shorter for her to reach the Via di Santa
Eufemia by another gate, which gave admission to the city at the other
end of the promenade, instead of by turning back to the Porta Nuova. And
thus, though she had in truth returned to the city, the men at that gate
were quite right in their statement that she had not returned by the way
they guarded.
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