The road, however, by which Paolina proposed to return to her home led
her past the residence of the Cardinal, and, as she passed, it occurred
to her that it would be well, and save another walk, to look in at the
chapel and put together the things she had left in it on finishing her
task there, so that they might be ready for a porter to bring away when
she should send for them.
For this purpose she ascended the great staircase of the Cardinal's
palace, and was at once admitted to pass on into the chapel, as a matter
of course, by the servants, who had become quite used to her visits
there; and, from this point forwards, the accuracy of her statements was
easily proved by other testimony besides her own.
It would not have taken her long, as she had said to herself, to get her
things together and make them ready for being fetched away. But in the
chapel she found the Lady Violante on her knees on the fald-stool before
the altar. It was the first day in Lent, and, accordingly, a period of
extra devotion. The sins, the excesses, the frivolities, of the Carnival
had to be atoned for by extra prayers and religious exercises; and if
Violante had herself been guilty of no sins, excesses, or frivolities,
during the festive season, yet there was abundant need of her prayers
for those who had.
On hearing a light footfall behind her she looked round; and, on seeing
Paolina, rose from her knees, and advanced a step to meet her.
"You are come to take away your things, cara mia. The scaffolding has
already been removed. I suppose you are very glad that your task here is
done; and it would be selfish, therefore, to say that I am sorry. How
often it happens, Paolina, that we are tempted to wish what we ought not
to wish."
"I don't think, Signorina, that I often wish what my conscience tells me
I ought not to desire; and I should have thought that such a thing had
never occurred to you. I wished very much to do something this morning,
and I began to do it; but then I thought that I ought not to do it, and
I did not."
"Then, my child, you are all the happier. It is a happy day for you."
Paolina sighed a great sigh, and dropped her eyes to the ground.
"Then I suppose the evil wish was not wholly conquered," said Violante,
looking into her companion's eyes with a grave smile.
"It was this, Signora: I walked out very early this morning to St.
Apollinare in Classe, where I am to make some copies of the Mosaics,
which I hope to begin to-morrow. A scaffolding has been prepared for me;
and I went to see that all was ready."
And then poor little Paolina was tempted to pour out all her heart and
its troubles to her gravely kind and gentle friend. And Violante spoke
such words of comfort as her conscience would allow her to speak in the
matter. And the talk between the two girls ran on; and the minutes ran
on, too. And poor old Orsola Steno, at the end of her stock of patience
at last, had taken the step that has been narrated.
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