A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers — John Shaqi
A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
And now he is in the farmhouse sitting room and it is late evening and
the towheaded children have gone regretfully to bed. There is something
in the air of the room, a kind of suspense, a feeling that something
is about to happen. Father has so carefully worked that up. He would
do it by silences, by sudden breakings out into suppressed laughter,
and then by quickly looking sad. I have seen him do the thing, oh, many
times. “My dear people--you wait! There is something inside me that is
wonderful, and if you will only be patient you will presently see or
hear it come forth,” he seemed to be saying.
He is by the fire with his legs spread out and his hands are in his
trousers pockets. He stares at the floor. He is smoking a cigar. In
some ways he always managed to keep himself supplied with the little
comforts of life.
And he has so placed his chair that he can look at Tilly, who has
retired into her corner, without anyone else in the room seeing the
look. Now she is sitting in deep shadows, far away from the kerosene
lamp with which the room is lighted and as she sits there, half lost in
the darkness, there is suddenly something--a haunting kind of beauty
hangs over her.
She is a little excited by something father has managed in some
indescribable way to do to the very air of the room. Tilly also was
once young and must at some time have had her grand moment in life.
Her moment was not very prolonged. Once, when she was a young woman,
she went to a country dance and a man, who dealt in horses, took a
fancy to her and carried her home after the dance in his buggy. He
was a tall man with a heavy mustache and she--it was a moonlight
night in October--she grew sad and wistful. The horse dealer half
intended--well, he had been buying horses for a trucking company
at Toledo, Ohio, had secured all he wanted and was leaving the
neighborhood on the next day--the thing he felt during that evening
later quite went out of his mind.
As for father he is, at the moment perhaps thinking of mother, when
she was young and lovely and was a bound girl in just such another
farmhouse, and surely he wanted something lovely for mother then as
he does for Tilly now. I have no doubt at all that father always
wanted lovely things for people--to happen to people--and that he had
also an absurd and never-dying faith in himself--that he was, in some
inscrutable way, appointed to be the bearer of lovely things to obscure
people.
However, there is something else in his mind also. Is he not the fellow
who, by his personal charm, is to earn for himself, Aldrich and the
horse, board, a bed, a welcome--without pay--until the show is pulled
off at the schoolhouse? That is his business now and this is his hour.
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