A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
She turned to stare at me and I went on, still speaking rapidly, with a
kind of hurried nervous stuttering manner brought on by the liquor and
a fear that if I stopped speaking I should not be able to start again.
“I refer to the bed,” I said, going up close to her and pointing at it.
“You see, don’t you, that the sheets you are putting on the bed are
soiled?” I pounded on my own chest, much in the manner of the primitive
hero in Mr. Eugene O’Neill’s play “The Hairy Ape”; and no doubt had I
at that time seen the play I might at that moment have begun saying in
hoarse, throaty tones: “I belong. I belong.”
I did not say anything of the sort because I am not primitive and had
not then seen the play, nor did I whine or complain because of the
soiled sheets on the bed. I talked, I am afraid, rather like a Napoleon
or a Tamerlane to poor Nora who was already appalled by my sudden
descent upon her.
Pounding on my chest and descending upon her I made a speech something
in the following manner: “My dear Nora, you are a woman and no doubt
a virgin, but you may not always be one. Have hopes. Some day a man
will come along who will admire your person and will ask your hand in
marriage.” I looked at her somewhat critically. “You will not refuse
him,” I declared, with the air of a soothsayer delivering himself of a
prophecy. “You will accept the marriage state, Nora, partly because you
are bored, partly because you will look upon the opportunity as a means
of escape from your present way of life, and partly because you will
find within yourself an instinct telling you that any kind of marriage
will bring you something you want.”
“But we will not discuss you. We will discuss myself,” I declared. I
continued pounding myself on the chest and so great was my momentary
enthusiasm that later my breast was somewhat sore. “Nora, woman,” I
said, “look at me! You cannot see my body and I dare say if I did not
have on these soiled clothes your maidenly modesty would compel you to
run out of this room. But do not run. I do not intend to take off my
clothes.”
“Very well, we will not speak any more of my body,” I said in a loud
voice, wishing to reassure her since I could see she was becoming a
little alarmed. No doubt she thought me insane. She had grown slightly
pale and had stepped away from me so that her back was against the
wall and the soiled water lilies were just above her head. “I am not
speaking of my own body in relation to your body, do not get that
entirely feminine notion into your head,” I explained. “I am speaking
of my body in relation to yonder soiled sheets.”
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