She clung with passionate insistence to this self-justification.
Since her lot of loneliness had fallen upon her, she had accepted it
implicitly, never sought to form ties of even the most delicate and
ephemeral nature. She had contemplated the grey, loveless, lonely
stretch of future years as the logical consequence of the past, and
sometimes its stern inevitableness crushed her. Life for life, which had
the greater need of joy--her own or that of the young girl? The law of
eternal justice seemed to ring answer in her heart--as it has rung in
the heart of every daughter of Hagar since the world began.
Late that evening she was standing on the balcony outside the salon.
They had passed a merry evening. A concert-singer from London, who
had arrived the day before, had good-naturedly sung for them. Old Mr.
Chetwynd had been witty and charming. Commandant Pornichon had told,
with Gascon verve, stories of camp and war. Raine had talked and laughed
in his wholehearted way. Everyone had been gay, good-tempered. Felicia
had been in buoyant mood, adding her fresh note to the talk; had even
addressed to her a few laughing words. One by one all had left the
salon. The last had been Mme. Popea, who had remained for a quiet
chatter with her about the events of the evening. She was alone now,
in the moonlight, feeling less at war with herself than during the day.
Laughter and song are good for the heart. She leant her cheek on her
elbow and mused. Perhaps she was a wicked woman to try to come between a
girl and her happiness. After all, would not the sacrifice of self be a
noble thing?
But suddenly she heard the salon door open and an entering footstep that
caused her heart to leap within her. With an incontrollable impulse she
moved and showed herself at the window.
“How delightful to find you!” exclaimed Raine. “I came almost on a
forlorn hope.”
“I stayed to sentimentalize a little in the moonlight,” said Katherine.
“I thought you had gone to the _café_.”
“No; I have been sitting with my father,” he said, pulling a chair on
to the balcony and motioning her to it. “And then, when I left him, I
thought it would be pleasant to talk to you--so I came. I have not had a
word with you all day.”
“I have missed our argument too,” admitted Katherine. “So you had a
pleasant expedition?”
“Very,” said Raine. “But I wished you had been there.”
“You had your father and Felicia.”
“That was the worst of it,” he said laughingly. “They are so much in
love with one another, that I was the third that makes company nought.”
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