He talked about the drive to Vevey, the habits and customs of the
Swiss, digressed into comparisons between the peasant classes of various
countries. Katherine, who had wandered over most of the beaten track in
Europe, supplied his arguments with illustrations. She loved to hear him
talk. His knowledge was wide and accurate, his criticisms vigorous.
The strength of his intellectual fibre alone differentiated him, in her
eyes, from ordinary men. His vision was so clear, his touch upon all
subjects so firm, and yet, at need, so delicate; she felt herself so
infinitely little of mind compared with him. They talked on till past
midnight; but long ere that the conversation had drifted around things
intimately subjective.
As they parted for the night at the end of Katherine's corridor, she
could not help saying to him somewhat humbly,--
“Thank you for the talks. You do not know how I value them. They lift me
into a different atmosphere.”
Raine looked at her a little wonderingly. Her point of view had never
occurred to him. Thoroughly honest and free from vanity of every kind,
he could not even now quite comprehend it.
“It is you who raise me,” he replied. “To talk with you is an education
in all fine and delicate things. How many women do you think there are
like you?”
His words rang soothingly in her ear until she slept. In the morning she
seemed to wake to a newer conception of life.
And as the days went by, and their talks alone together on the balcony,
in the Jardin Anglais, and where not, deepened in intimacy, and the
nature of the man she loved unfolded itself gradually like a book before
her perceptive feminine vision, this conception broadened into bolder,
clearer definition. Hitherto she had been fiercely maintaining her
inalienable right to whatever chance of happiness offered itself in her
path. Now she felt humbled, unworthy, a lesser thing than he, and her
abasement brought her a sweet, pure happiness. At first she had loved
him, she scarce knew why, because he was he, because her heart had leapt
towards him. But now the self-chastening brought into being a higher
love, tender and worshipping, such as she had dreamed over in a lonely
woman's wistful reveries. She lost the sense of rivalry with Felicia,
strove in unobtrusive ways to win back her friendship. But Felicia,
sweet and effusive to others, to Katherine remained unapproachable.
At last a great womanly pity arose in Katherine's heart. The victory
that she was ever becoming more conscious of gaining awakened all her
generous impulses and tendernesses. Her love for Raine had grown too
beautiful a thing to allow of unworthy thrills of triumph.
For the rest, it was a happy sunlit time. The past faded into dimness.
She lived from day to day blinded to all but the glowing radiance of her
love.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account