And with a wave of the hand, he disappeared round the corner of a
street.
One would think everything in this dreary maritime city had been
arranged to disguise the fact that the sea is there. The houses turn
their backs on it, and a desert of stones and dust and wind lies
between the shores and the town. To discover that Cherbourg is really a
seaport, one must climb to the top of the Roule rock. M. Hervart had a
desire to scale this pinnacle.
"It's a waste of time," said Rose; "let's go up the tower in the Liais
gardens."
Side by side, they walked through the dismal streets. Rose kept on
looking at M. Hervart; she was disquieted by his silence. She took his
arm.
"I didn't dare offer it to you," he said.
"That's why I took it myself."
"I do enjoy walking with you like this, Rose."
But as a matter of fact he was most embarrassed. This privilege was at
once too innocent and too free. He wondered what he should do to keep
it within its present bounds.
"If this is going on.... And to think it only started this morning...."
He reassured himself by this most logical piece of reasoning:
"Either I do or I don't want to marry her; in either case I shall
have to respect her.... That's evident. Being neither a fool nor a
blackguard, I have nothing to fear from myself. The civilised instinct;
I'm very civilised...."
They were lightly clad. As he held her arm, he could feel its warmth
burning into his flesh.
"Distressing fact! in love you can never be sure of anything or
anybody, least of all of yourself. I'm helpless in the hands of desire.
And then, at the same time as my own, I must calm down this child's
over-exited nerves. Nerves? No, feelings. Feelings lead anywhere....
What a fool I am, making mental sermons like this! I'm spoiling
delicious moments."
A house like all the others, a carriage door, a vaulted passage--and
behold, you were in a great garden, where the brilliance and scent
of exotic flowers burst from among the palm-trees, more intoxicating
to their senses than the familiar scents and colours of the copse at
Robinvast. Within the high walls of this strange oasis, the air hung
motionless, heavy and feverish. The flowers breathed forth an almost
carnal odour.
"What a place to make love in," thought M. Hervart.
He forgot all about Rose; his imagination called up the thought of
Gratienne and her voluptuousness. He shut out the sun, lit up the place
with dim far away lamps, spread scarlet cushions on the grass where a
magnolia had let fall one of its fabulous flowers, and on them fancied
his mistress.... He knelt beside her, bent over her beauty, covering it
with kisses and adoration.
"This garden's making me mad," said M. Hervart aloud. The dream was
scattered.
"Here's the tower," said Rose. "Let's go up. It will be cool on top."
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