She too was breathing heavily, but from uneasiness, not from passion.
It was cool within the tower. In a few moments Rose, now freed from
her sense of sense of oppression, was at the top. She had quite well
realised that M. Hervart, absorbed in some dream of his own, had been
far away from her all the last part of their walk. Rose was annoyed,
and the appearance of M. Hervart, rather red in the face and with eyes
that were still wild, was not calculated to calm her. She felt jealous
and would have liked to destroy the object of his thought.
M. Hervart noticed the little movement of irritation, which Rose had
been unable to repress, and he was pleased. He would have liked to be
alone.
He went and and leaned on the balustrade and, without speaking, looked
far out over the blue sea. Seeing him once more absorbed by something
which was not herself, Rose was torn by another pang of jealousy;
but this time she knew her rival. Women have no doubts about one
another, which is what always ensures them the victory, but Rose now
pitted herself against the charm of the infinite sea. She took up her
position, very close to M. Hervart, shoulder to shoulder with him.
M. Hervart looked at Rose and stopped looking at the sea.
His eyes were melancholy at having seen the ironic flight of desire.
Rose's were full of smiles.
"They are the colour of the infinite sea, Rose."
"It's quite pleasant," thought M. Hervart, "to be the first man to say
that to a young girl.... In the ordinary way, women with blue eyes hear
that compliment for the hundredth time, and it makes them think that
all men are alike and all stupid.... It's men who have made love so
insipid.... Rose's eyes are pretty, but I ought not to have said so....
Am I the first?..."
M. Hervart felt the prick, ill defined as yet, of jealousy.
"Who can have taught her these little physical complaisances? She
has no girl friends; it must have been some enterprising young
cousin.... What a fool I am, torturing myself! Rose has had girl
friends, at Valognes at the convent. She has them still, she writes
to them.... And besides, what do I care? I'm not in love; it's all
nothing more than a series of light sensations, a pretext for amusing
observations...."
The afternoon was drawing on. They had to think of the commissions
which Mme. Des Boys had given them.... It was time to go down.
"How dark the staircase is," said Rose. "Give me your hand."
At the bottom, as though to thank him for his help, she offered her
cheek. His kiss settled on the corner of her mouth. Rose recoiled,
warned of danger by this new sensation that was too intimate, too
intense. But in the process of moving away, she came near to falling.
Her hands clutched at his, and she found herself once more leaning
towards M. Hervart. They looked at one another for a moment. Rose shut
her eyes and waited for a renewal of the burning touch.
"I hope you haven't hurt yourself."
She burst out laughing.
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