He was not one of those in whom a budding love, even a love of the
head, abolishes the senses. The more he dreamed about Rose, the more
disquietingly tense grew his nerves. His desire did not turn towards
her; he caught himself one evening spying on the wife of the Barnavast
keeper, who was showing her legs as she bent over the well. It made
him feel rather ashamed, for this big Norman peasant woman, so young
and fresh, could boast, he imagined, of nothing more than a peasant's
cleanliness--wholly exterior, and he would only, could only tolerate
woman in the state of the nymph fresh risen from the bath, like the
companions of Diana.
Besides, he noticed that Lanfranc was making up to this good creature
and doing it in all seriousness. Sure of giving him satisfaction by
taking himself off for a few days, he drove to Valognes and took the
Paris train.
Leonor, without making pretensions to conquests, would have liked
to have certain kinds of adventures. He wanted to find one of those
women whom some careless husband, whether through avarice or poverty,
deprives of the joy of fashionable elegance or who, adorned by a
lover's prodigalities, dreams of giving for nothing the present which
they none the less very gladly sell. He had experienced these equivocal
good graces in the days when he lived in Paris. He had even succeeded,
during the space of eighteen months, in enchanting a very agreeable
little actress who fitted marvellously into the second category, and
he remembered how he had taken in a very pretty and very poor young
middle-class woman who had surrendered herself to him because he had
given himself out to be a rich nobleman. At the moment his mistress
was Mme. de la Mesangerie, a local beauty; but he had never really
possessed her as he desired.
What Grand Turk ever ruled over such a harem? Paris, the cafés, the
concert halls, the theatres, the stations, the big shops, the gardens,
the Park! The women belong to whoever takes them; none belongs to
herself. None leaves her home in freedom and is sure of not returning
a slave. Leonor had no illusions with regard to the results of his
sensual quest He knew very well that he would captivate none but
willing slaves, slaves by profession, slaves by birth. But the hunt, if
the game came and offered itself graciously to the hunter, would still
have its attraction--that of choice; the fun would be to put one's hand
on the fattest partridge.
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