"Must I be a statue to please you? Am I a statue?"
"Your beauty would enchant me," he said, "even if it were not you.
Statue, are you made of marble?"
"You know I'm not."
She called to mind, though the moment seemed most inapposite, her
husband's pudicity, his discreet entries into the conjugal chamber,
the timidity of his caresses, the decency of his words, and the sudden
savagery after his almost brotherly conversation. M. de la Mesangerie
had explained to her that the final formality was necessary for the
procreation of children. "God," he added, "has so ordered it, and we
must bless his divine providence." He seemed to regret the obligation
of going so far and, whether through natural or acquired foolishness,
or whether through hypocrisy, he encouraged his wife to believe that
sensual pleasures were contemptible. "They are," he even said, "a means
and not an end." Following these principles, he had deprived her of
them as soon as her first child seemed imminent. M. de la Mesangerie
was very pious and prided himself on the possession of a most
enlightened and methodical religion.
"That's the way," she said to herself, as she looped up her hair, "to
train up a wife for adultery."
Under the pretext of sticking a pin into her hair, she stood admiring
herself in front of the glass, and at the same time, at the risk of
offending her lover, who shouldn't have doubted the fact, she said,
"You're the only person who has seen me like this, you and I...."
When Leonor went to sleep she knelt beside his adored body and pious
words came to her lips: she had found the living god at last.
They had two days. They decided to finish the last hours at Paris and
they returned to shut themselves up in a hotel in the Rue de Rivoli.
Hortense was indefatigable.
"What shall we do to recapture this?" she asked.
The idea of taking a little house at Carentan seemed to them a good
one. Mme. de la Mesangerie would always have the pretext of going to
see her mother at Carquebut; her husband accompanied her there only
once a year.
"Yes," said Leonor; "there's the time between two trains, one hour;
then one misses one train. That makes two hours. Plenty of things can
be done in two hours."
"Lovers learn the art of using every moment."
To Hortense it seemed as though she had begun a new life, her real
life. She began consulting time-tables, fitting in her connections.
Then she tossed the booklet aside, saying:
"Bah! It would be much simpler to get divorced."
"Your husband's virtue stands in the way, my dear."
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