A Widow's Tale, and Other StoriesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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A Widow's Tale, and Other Stories
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction; Short stories
There was one strange thing, however, that this strange incident had
done--it had set the two upon a level of intimate acquaintance, of
sincerity in speaking to each other, which all their previous
intercourse had not accomplished. With what veils of flattering illusion
that intercourse had been wrapped! It had never been mentioned between
them that she expected or that he withheld any proposal, that the time
had come for any decision, that there was any question between them
greater than the question whether he might come again to-morrow. Now
that pretence had blown away for ever. When they sat down upon that
bench at the dreary end of the long platform, where once in a half-hour
or so a railway porter went past, or a bewildered stray passenger, this
was what Fitzroy said--
"The thing that has risen between us now is the brutal question of
marriage, and nothing else, Nelly. Oh, you needn't cry out! I use the
word 'brutal' in the French sense: all that belongs to the imagination
or the fancy, all that's vague, seductive, and attractive is over. It
_is_ a brutal question----"
"Mr Fitzroy!" cried Nelly, springing to her feet.
"Don't 'Mr' me!" he cried, almost angrily, seizing her hand, drawing her
to her seat again. "What good will all this commotion do? We must face
the real question; and you know this is what it is. I should never have
forced it upon you; but still, here it is, and there is nothing else for
it now. Don't you think I see that as well as you do? It is the only
thing, and I have made up my mind to it."
The colour that covered Nelly's face was more than a blush--it was a
scorching fire. She drew farther from him, raising, with what pride she
could, her abashed and shame-stricken head. "If you think that I--will
permit any man to speak to me so--that to make up _your_ mind is
enough----"
Oh, the humiliation even of that protest, the deep destroying shame
even of the resentment which was a kind of avowal! For here, at least,
he was logically right and she helpless, dependent for so much upon the
making up of his mind.
"I can't stop," he said, "after all that's past, Nelly, to pick my
words. Here's the fact: I was an ass, I suppose, to go back that night.
I was off my head; and you had not given me any reason to suppose you
were a prude. I had not expected to find--the British matron up in arms,
and an old witch of a duenna to watch over her mistress! What more harm
is there in talking to a lady after midnight than before? I can't see
it. But we needn't argue. After all this fuss, and the maid, and the
vicaress, and so on, there's nothing, I say, but this brutal question of
marriage. Can't you sit still, now, and hear me out?"
"You have no right," she said--"you have no right--to speak to me in
that tone!"
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