"I think it was not right in a respectable married man to seem to give
his countenance to such a connexion as the one in question; and I
suspect that you are of the same opinion."
"I am; but why do you think so?"
"From conceit; because I believe that fear of my censure made you
conceal from me what you had done."
"True, most true--and my repugnance to tell you all proved to me still
more how wrong that all was."
"My dearest Seymour," I replied, "believe me, that not all which you can
communicate to me can ever distress me so much as my consciousness of
your want of ingenuousness, and of your telling only half the truth can
do. I saw by your manner something was wrong, and I shall ever bless the
weak indiscretion of Mrs. Pendarves, because it led to this salutary
explanation; and I trust that the next time you go with Mr. Witred and
his lady to the play, you will mention both."
"But I shall _never_ go with them again," eagerly replied my husband,
"as you, Helen think it improper."
"But I may be too rigid in my ideas; and I beg you to be ruled by your
own judgment, rather than mine. All I ask is, to be told the whole
truth."
Pleasant to my feelings then, and dear to my recollection since, is the
look of tenderness and approbation which Pendarves gave me as I spoke
these words; and when he left me, peace and confidence seemed restored
to my mind.
The next evening was the fashionable night for Ranelagh, and my husband
and I, who dined out, were to accompany a large party to that scene of
gay resort.
Ranelagh was the place for tall women to appear to advantage in. Little
women, however beautiful, were likely to be unnoticed in that circling
crowd; but, even unattended with beauty, height and a good carriage of
the person were sure to be noticed there. The pride which Pendarves took
in my appearance was never so fully gratified as at Ranelagh; for while
I leaned upon him, I used to feel my arm pressed gently to his side as
he heard or saw the admiration which my lofty stature (to speak modestly)
excited. This evening as I was quite a new face in the splendid round,
I was even followed as well as gazed at; and I was not sorry when our
carriage was announced, though I was flattered on my own account,
and pleased on my husband's; for I was eager to escape from some
particularly impertinent starers, especially as I found that Pendarves
was disposed to resent the freedom with which some men of high rank
thought themselves privileged to follow and to look at me. Before we
separated, some of the party proposed that we should meet again at
Ranelagh on the next night but one, and while I hesitated, my husband
exclaimed, "No mock modesty, Helen; no declining an opportunity, which
you must enjoy, of being admired. So, pray tell our friends you gladly
accede to their proposal."
"I gladly accede to your proposal," cried I laughing, but blushing with
conscious vanity at the same time.
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