'Admiration!' She repeated the word in a low voice, rather scornfully,
touching the keys of the piano lightly, and looking at me with a
dreary smile. Then she turned her head away, but not quickly enough to
hide from me that her eyes were filling with tears.
A great thrill of pity and tenderness for the forlorn soul thus
suddenly revealed drew me nearer to her, and I said, leaning towards
the little bending figure--
'I did not mean to pain you, Babiole. You cannot think that, caring
for you as I used to do as if you had been my own child, I have lost
all feeling for you now.'
She turned quickly towards me again, biting her under lip as she fixed
her eyes wistfully, eagerly, upon my face. Then with tears rolling
down her cheeks, she laid her head on my arm, and clinging to my hand,
to my sleeve, began to sob and to whisper incoherent words of gladness
at my coming.
'My child, my child!' I said hoarsely, with a passionate yearning to
comfort the fragile little creature whose whole body was trembling
with repressed sobs. I got into a sort of frenzy as she went on
helplessly crying, and eloquence soon ran dry in my efforts to comfort
her. 'Look here, child, this won't do any good. Hold up your head,
Babiole; for goodness sake don't go on like this, my dear, or I shall
be snivelling myself in a moment,' I said, with more of the same
matter-of-fact kind, until she presently looked up and laughed at me
through her tears.
'There now, you've quite spoilt yourself by this nonsense,' I
continued severely. 'Go and put yourself to rights before your husband
comes in.'
And I led her to the looking-glass with my arm round her, feeling,
though I did not recognise the fact at the time, a great relief in
this little demonstration of an affection which was growing every
moment stronger.
'Do you know,' she asked presently, as she turned her head away from
the glass before which she had, by some dexterous feminine sleight of
hand with two or three hairpins, arranged her disordered hair, 'why
Fabian had proofs to correct to-night?'
I confessed with shame that my male mind had been content with the
reason he had given.
'He wanted to leave me alone with you,' she explained, 'because he
knows what a strong influence you have over me, and he hoped that you
would give me a lecture.'
'A lecture! What did he want me to lecture on?'
'Oh, on my general conduct, I suppose; on my acquaintance, intimacy
with people he dislikes; on my taking part in amateur theatricals; on
a lot of things--on everything in fact.'
'But if your husband can't induce you to do what he wishes, what
chance have I, an outsider?'
'Oh, Mr. Maude, dear Mr. Maude, have you been so long among the hills
as to think like that? Or is it that life was a different thing when
you took an active part in it? It's only in books that husbands are
husbands, and wives are wives.'
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