To get the better of the unhealthy and morbid state of mind into which
I now found myself falling, I began to break through my old habits of
retirement, and to avail myself of such society as Ballater and its
neighbourhood afforded. The hot weather had begun early this year, and
the summer residents were already established before my arrival. I was
a sort of 'great unknown' concerning whom there were floating about
many interesting and romantic stories; therefore I found no lack of
eager acquaintances as soon as I cared to make them. Prominent among
these was a certain Mr. Farington, a Liverpool solicitor, who, after
having made a yearly retreat to the Highlands each autumn, had now
retired from business and taken the lease of a large house at the foot
of Craigendarroch. He had been married twice, first to a lady of
dazzling pecuniary charms who had left him one daughter, and after her
death to a large and handsome lady who gave me a strong impression of
having had doubtful antecedents. This second wife had a numerous
family, ranging from five years old to fifteen, between whom and their
half-sister was fixed the gulf of her mother's fortune.
At a very early stage of our acquaintance the eldest Miss Farington,
who was a good-looking young woman of three and twenty, with a strong
sense of the importance attached to an income of fifteen hundred a
year, had honoured me by a marked partiality for which I, in my new
sociability, at first felt grateful. It was pleasant to find some one
who could pass an opinion, even if it was not a very original opinion,
on a picture, a book, or a landscape, and Miss Farington could always
do that with great precision. Perhaps, too, it flattered my vanity to
be appealed to as the one representative of high civilisation amidst
barbarian hordes. But when it became plain even to my modest merit
that the lady proposed to annex me, I grew suddenly coy; and I then
found to my surprise that, diffident as my disfigurement had made me,
I was still, like the rest of my sex, humble only to one woman, and
mightily fatuous as regarded the rest. But if Miss Farington was
merely what one calls 'a nice girl,' with no particularly conspicuous
qualities of alluring sweetness or captivating vivacity, she had one
virtue which would not have shamed an ancient Roman--an indomitable
resolution that would not know defeat.
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