I am not making an idle boast; I am recording a fact when I say that
that girl laid siege to me with a skill and patience which filled me
alternately with admiration, gratitude, and alarm. She learned my
tastes, she studied my habits, she mastered my opinions, until I began
to think that if a person who apparently knew me so well could like
me so much, I must be an infinitely more amiable man than I had ever
supposed. This frame of mind naturally led me to look kindly on the
lady who had enabled me to make such a pleasing discovery, and I knew
myself to be softening to such an extent that I felt that, unless Mr.
Farington should leave Ballater before the summer was over, I should
be 'a gone coon' before autumn. If she held on until the evenings grew
cold and long, until the winds began to howl about lonely Larkhall,
and to bring swirling showers of dead leaves to the ground with the
hissing sound of a beach of pebbles under the retreating waves of a
wintry sea, then I felt that I should give way, that I should see in
Miss Farington's prosaic gray eyes pleasant domestic pictures, in her
erect figure and sloping shoulders an attraction which to a lonely
man, when the deer-stalking and fishing seasons were over, were quite
irresistible.
I had had one plaintive little letter from Babiole, in which she
entreated me, in rather stiff and stilted language, out of which
peeped a most touching anxiety, to beware of her father, who, she
assured me, was more desperate and dangerous in his intentions to do
me harm than she had even dared to suggest when face to face with me.
I wrote back in a clumsy letter as stiff as her own, but not so
touching, that she need have no fear, as her father had settled down
quietly at Aberdeen. I dared not tell her the truth, which I had found
out through Ferguson--that Mr. Ellmer had indeed come up to the
Highlands with the avowed intention of doing me some desperate harm;
but that, having availed himself too freely, through his daughter's
generosity, of his favourite indulgences, he had had an attack of
_delirium tremens_, and had been placed under restraint in the county
lunatic asylum.
Babiole's letter I carried about with me, and sometimes--for
loneliness among the hills would make a sentimental fool of the most
robust of us--I fancied that the little sheet of paper, in spite of
Miss Farington and the domestic pictures, burnt into my heart.
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