So far as they thought of it at all, they believed that in surrounding
me with intimations of a life in which there was nothing more important
than settling with Deity the minor details of living, and especially how
much you would pay to His establishment, they had done their utmost to
provide me with a life in which nothing more important could happen. If
you were careful about reading the Bible and doing good to people--that
is, persuading them to go to church and to leave off swearing--all the
more serious details such as making a living, marrying and having
children would take care of themselves; and the trouble was, as I have
said, that I believed it. And that was how I found myself farthest from
Art and Life at the time when I found myself a young lady.
I had to make this discovery for myself, for there were no social
occasions in Taylorville to give a term to your advent into the grown-up
world, though there was a definite privilege which marked your
achievement of it. There was a period prior to this in which you bumped
against things you were too old for, and carromed to the things for
which you were quite too young, and about the end of your high-school
term you had done with hair ribbons and begun to have company on your
own account, and the sort of things began to happen which marked the
point beyond which if you fell upon disaster it was your own fault. They
happened to me.
By dint of my doing her compositions and of her doing my arithmetic,
Pauline Allingham and I had managed to keep together all through the
high school, and it was in our last year, when we used to put in the
long end of the afternoons at Pauline's, playing croquet, that I first
took notice of Tommy Bettersworth. The Bettersworth yard abutted on the
Allingham's for the space of one woodshed and a horse-chestnut tree, and
it was along in October that I began to be aware that it was not
altogether the view of the garden that kept Tommy on the woodshed or in
the chestnut tree the greater part of the afternoon. It may be that the
adventure with Charlie Gower had sharpened my perception, at any rate it
had aroused my discretion; I was carefully oblivious to the proximity of
Tommy Bettersworth. But there came a day when Pauline was not, when she
wanted to tell me something about Flora Haines which she was afraid he
might overhear.
"Come around to the summer-house," she said, "Tommy's always hanging
about; I can't think what makes him."
"Always?" I suggested.
"Why, you know yourself he was there last Saturday, and Thursday when
we ..."
"Is he there when you and Flora are there, or only ..."
"Oh," Pauline gave a gasp, "No----Oh, I never thought ... Olive ... I do
believe ... that's it!"
"Well, what?"
"It's _you_, Olive," solemnly. "It must be that ... he really is...."
Pauline's reading included more romance than mine.
"Well, he can't say I gave him any encouragement."
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