----"The grief that doth not speak,
Falls on the burthen'd heart, and bids it break."
Taking advantage of a pause, during the first part of which my mother
seemed engaged in fervent devotion, I now ventured to ask her if Seymour
had inquired why he did not see me. She told me that he had, and that he
had been told in reply there were sufficient reasons for our not
meeting: amongst the foremost of which, was the certainty that we should
make each other _worse_, and with this reason he had seemed satisfied.
She did not tell me, however, that he inquired for me every day; nor did
she relate to me any of their conversation, except the one which took
place the evening before the funeral; and _that_ she felt it to be her
duty to disclose.
"I have to inform you, my dear child," said she, "that when Seymour and
I stood together to take our last look and last kiss before the coffin
was closed, he suddenly seized my hand, and, wildly addressing the
unconscious dead, conjured that pale cheek, and that closed eye, to
appeal to my heart in his favour, and to remind me of the promised
pledge to his mother to promote his union with you. This was the
language of passion, and there was a strange effect in it, I
thought--neither of which, you know, can affect me. I therefore replied,
though not without emotion, that it was a subject which I could not
discuss in that room. Accordingly, after he had taken many more last
looks and leaves of the beloved dead, I led him from the chamber.
"When he was calmed a little, I had resolution to resume the
conversation; and to own the truth, Helen, I was _glad_ to discuss it,
without the presence of that mournful object which, spite of myself,
armed my feelings against my judgment."
Here my mother walked about the room in considerable agitation; but she
soon recovered herself.
"I then related to him our conversation with Lady Helen."
"And did you tell him how I defended him?" cried I.
"No, certainly I did not," she coldly replied; "but I convinced him that
his mother gave me back my promise, and that her last parting words to
yourself should be, 'Helen, never marry an immoral man.' On hearing
this, he exclaimed--
"'Did my mother say this? Did she think me an immoral man? Oh!
insupportable agony! Well, madam,' added he, turning fiercely round,
'and so I suppose you have said the same to your daughter, and have
engaged her to combat the regard she once felt for me; for I know she
loved me once, or would have done so, for so the lips that never
deceived assured me: but mark me, madam, I will not take a refusal from
any lips but hers.'
"'If you wish to alienate my affection entirely from you, Seymour,' I
replied, 'you will make this appeal to Helen; for neither by letter nor
personal application will I sanction it, till I am convinced your
improved conduct makes you more worthy of my daughter.'
"'But you deny me the motive to improvement, by forbidding my addresses
to her.'
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