A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
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A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.
Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
Women physicians -- United States -- Biography; Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth), 1829-1902
This aunt of mine had been sick in bed for seven years with a nervous
derangement which baffled the most skillful physicians who had
visited her. Her senses were so acute that one morning she fell into
convulsions from the effect of distant music which she heard. None of
us could perceive it, and we fully believed that her imagination had
produced this result. But she insisted upon it, telling us that the
music was like that of the Bohemian miners who played nothing but
polkas. I was determined to ascertain the truth, and really found that
in a public garden one and a half miles from her house such a troop had
played all the afternoon. No public music was permitted in the city
because the magistrate had forbidden it on her account.
She never was a Spiritualist, though she frequently went into what is
now called a trance. She spoke, wrote, sang and had presentiments of
the finest kind while in this condition, far better than I have ever
seen here in America in the case of the most celebrated mediums.
She even prescribed for herself with success, yet she was not a
Spiritualist. She was a somnambulist, and, though weak enough when
awake, threatened several times to pull the house down by her violence
while in this condition. She had strength like a lion and no man could
manage her. I saw the same thing in the hospital later.
This aunt is now healthy; not cured by her own prescriptions or the
magnetic or infinitesimal doses of Dr. Arthur Lutze, but by a strong
emotion which took possession of her at the time of my great-aunt’s
death. She is not sorry that she has lost all these strange powers, but
heartily glad of it.
When she afterwards visited us in Berlin, she could speak calmly and
quietly of the perversion to which the nervous system may become
subject if managed wrongly; and she could not tell how glad she was to
be rid of all the emotions and notions she had been compelled to dream
out. Over-care and over-anxiety had brought this about, and the same
causes could again bring on a condition which the ancients deemed holy
and which the psychologist treats as one bordering on insanity.
The old aunt was extremely suspicious and avaricious. Eight weeks after
my arrival, she submitted to an operation. The operating surgeon found
me so good an assistant that he intrusted me often with the dressing of
the wound.
For six weeks, I was the sole nurse of the two, going from one room to
the other both night and day, and attending to the household matters
besides, with no other assistant than a woman who came every morning
for an hour or two to do the rough work, while an uncle and a boy
cousin were continually troubling me with their torn buttons, etc.
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