"About My Father's Business": Work Amidst the Sick, the Sad, and the Sorrowing — John Shaqi
"About My Father's Business": Work Amidst the Sick, the Sad, and the SorrowingArcher, Thomas
Religion
"About My Father's Business": Work Amidst the Sick, the Sad, and the Sorrowing
Archer, Thomas
Pastoral theology
to weep on account of selfish sorrows, and can move
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ready hands to tend you now that your own grow heavy
and feeble.[2]
As I become more accustomed to the subdued light of
the room, I note that amidst the confusion of some old
pieces of furniture or lumber there are pictures, unframed
and dim, leaning against the walls. One of them—a
large painting of some rare plant, formerly a curiosity in
the Botanical Gardens at Regent's Park, while the rest
are groups of flowers and fruit. Just opposite me, on
the high mantel-piece, the canvas broken here and there
near the edges, obscured by the dust and smoke that
have dulled their surface, are two oil-paintings which I
venture to take down for a nearer inspection. Surely
they must have been finished when madame was yet in
the prime of her art. Exquisite in drawing, delicate in
colour, and with a subtle touch that gives to each petal
the fresh crumple that bespeaks it newly-blown, and to
fruit the dewy down that would make even a gourmet
linger ere he pressed the juice. It is almost pain to think
that they are left here uncared for; and yet, who knows
what influence their presence above that dingy shelf may
have upon the wandering thoughts and waning dreams
of her who painted them when every new effort of her
skill was a keen delight?
Nay, even as I hold them to the light, and in a pause
of our chat (wherein Madame la Comtesse speaks slowly
and with some difficulty) say some half-involuntary words
of appreciation, she has risen, and stands upright by the fire
with an earnest look in her face and a sudden gesture of
awakened interest. The artistic instinct is there still,
after more than eighty years of life, and the appreciation
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of the work animates her yet. Not with a mere vulgar
love of praise (for Madame is still la Comtesse Comoléra
even though she spends her days in an almshouse), but
with a recognition that I have distinguished the best
of the work that is left to her to show. I shall not
readily forget the sudden look of almost eager interest,
the effort to speak generous words of thanks, as I bow
over her hand to say farewell, and feel that I have been
as privileged a visitor as though madame had received
me in a gilded salon, at the door of which a powdered
lacquey stood to "welcome the coming—speed the parting
guest."
And so with some pleasant leave-takings, and not
without permission to see them again, I leave these ladies—the
fitting representatives of an old nobility and an old
régime—to the solitude to which they have retired from a
world too ready to forget.
If by any means for the solitude could be substituted
a pleasant retirement, and for the sense of desolation
and poverty a modest provision that would yet include
some grace and lightness to light their declining days, it
would be but little after all.
[1]
Since this was written the Almshouses have been closed, and
their two or three remaining inmates "lodged out."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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