English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
your low streets in London; that gives me a conviction of hopelessness
such as I have never caught elsewhere; piquant, too, to find them so
near to that great House which sets example of good government to all
the world. There is an irony so ferocious there, _monsieur_, that one
can well hear the good God of your _bourgeois_ laugh in every wheel
that rolls, and the cry of each cabbage that is sold; and see him
smile in the smoky light of every flare, and in the candles of your
cathedral, in saying to himself: ‘I have well made this world. Is there
not variety here?--_en voilà une bonne soupe!_’ This time, however, I
attended my Old like his very shadow, and could hear him sighing as
he marched, as if he also found the atmosphere of those streets too
strong. But all of a sudden he turned a corner, and we were in the most
quiet, most beautiful little street I have seen in all your London. It
was of small, old houses, very regular, which made as if they inclined
themselves in their two rows before a great church at the end, grey in
the moonlight, like a mother. There was no one in that street, and no
more cover than hair on the head of a pope. But I had some confidence
now that my Old would not remark me standing there so close, since in
these pilgrimages he seemed to remark nothing. Leaning on his staff,
I tell you he had the air of an old bird in a desert, reposing on
one leg by a dry pool, his soul looking for water. It gave me that
notion one has sometimes in watching the rare spectacles of life--that
sentiment which, according to me, pricks artists to their work. We had
not stayed there too long before I saw a couple marching from the end
of the street, and thought: ‘Here they come to their nest.’ Vigorous
and gay they were, young married ones, eager to get home; one could see
the white neck of the young wife, the white shirt of the young man,
gleaming under their cloaks. I know them well, those young couples
in great cities, without a care, taking all things, the world before
them, _très amoureux_, without, as yet, children; jolly and pathetic,
having life still to learn--which, believe me, _monsieur_, is a sad
enough affair for nine rabbits out of ten. They stopped at the house
next to where I stood; and, since my Old was coming fast as always to
the feast, I put myself at once to the appearance of ringing the bell
of the house before me. This time I had well the chance of hearing.
I could see, too, the faces of all three, because I have by now the
habit of seeing out of the back hair. The pigeons were so anxious to
get to their nest that my Old had only the time to speak, as they were
in train to vanish. ‘Sir, let me rest in your doorway!’ _Monsieur_, I
have never seen a face so hopeless, so crippled with fatigue, yet so
full of a gentle dignity as that of my Old while he spoke those words.
It was as if something looked from his visage surpassing what belongs
to us others, so mortal and so cynic as human life must well render all
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