English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
who dwell in this earthly paradise. He held his long staff upon one
shoulder, and I had the idea, sinister enough, that it was crushing his
body of a spectre down into the pavement. I know not how the impression
came, but it seemed to me that this devil of a stick had the nature of
a heavy cross reposing on his shoulder; I had pain to prevent myself
turning, to find if in truth ‘I had them’ as your drunkards say. Then
the young man called out: ‘Here’s a shilling for you, my friend!’ But
my old did not budge, answering always: ‘Sir, let me rest in your
doorway!’ As you may well imagine, _monsieur_, we were all in the
silence of astonishment, I pulling away at my bell next door, which was
not ringing, seeing I took care it did not; and those two young people
regarding my Old with eyes round as moons, out of their pigeon-house,
which I could well see was prettily feathered. Their hearts were making
seesaw, I could tell; for at that age one is still impressionable.
Then the girl put herself to whispering, and her husband said those two
words of your young ‘gentlemen,’ ‘Awfully sorry!’ and put out his hand,
which held now a coin large as a saucer. But again my Old only said:
‘Sir, let me rest in your doorway!’ And the young man drew back his
hand quickly as if he were ashamed, and saying again, ‘Sorry!’ he shut
the door. I have heard many sighs in my time--they are the good little
accompaniments to the song we sing, we others who are in poverty; but
the sigh my Old pushed then--how can I tell you--had an accent as if it
came from Her, the faithful companion, who marches holding the hands
of men and women so that they may never make the grand mistake to
imagine themselves for a moment the good God. Yes, _monsieur_, it was
as if pursued by Suffering herself, that bird of the night, never tired
of flying in this world where they talk always of cutting her wings.
Then I took my resolution, and, coming gently from behind, said: ‘My
Old--what is it? Can I do anything for you?’ Without looking at me,
he spoke as to himself: ‘I shall never find one who will let me rest
in his doorway. For my sin I shall wander forever!’ At this moment,
_monsieur_, there came to me an inspiration so clear that I marvelled
I had not already had it a long time before. He thought himself the
Wandering Jew! I had well found it. This was certainly his fixed idea,
of a cracked old man! And I said: ‘My Jew, do you know this? In doing
what you do, you have become as Christ, in a world of wandering Jews!’
But he did not seem to hear me, and only just as we arrived at our
palace became again that old gentle being, thinking never of himself.”
Behind the smoke of his cigarette, a smile curled Ferrand’s red lips
under his long nose a little on one side.
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