Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Alan Decourcy possessed to perfection the manner which George Eliot
describes as “that controlled self-consciousness which is the expensive
substitute for simplicity,” and it was apparently with the most perfect
naturalness that he pleaded another engagement and took leave,
with compliments and regards to General and Mrs. Gaston. The price
this young man had paid for this manner was some years of studious
observance of what he considered the best models at home and abroad,
and his efforts had been eminently successful. It imposed upon Margaret
completely, and charming though she saw her cousin to be, she would
have said that his manners were as unstudied as a child’s.
Louis Gaston, on his part, considered the matter more understandingly.
He recognized in this cousin of Miss Trevennon a polished man of the
world. The type was familiar enough to him, but he knew that this was
an exquisite specimen of it, and the very fineness of Mr. Decourcy’s
breeding made his own recent bearing seem more monstrously at fault. He
felt very anxious to set himself right with Miss Trevennon at once, but
almost before he had time to consider the means of doing this she had
said good-night and gone up stairs.
He stood where she had left him, abstracted and ill at ease. What a
power this girl had of making him feel uncomfortable; for it was not
Decourcy’s censure and disapprobation that he deprecated half so much
as Margaret’s. Again there came into his breast that new, strange
feeling of self-distrust. He shook it off with a sigh, tired of
self-communing and reflection, and anxious to act. He felt his present
position unendurable.
Accordingly, he rang for Thomas and sent him to ask Miss Trevennon if
he could speak to her for a few minutes. Thomas carried the message,
and presently returned to say that Miss Trevennon would come down.
When she entered the room, soon after, she looked so stately, and met
his eyes with such a cold glance, that a less determined man might have
faltered. He was very much in earnest, however, and so he said at once:
“I ventured to trouble you to return, Miss Trevennon, in order that I
might apologize to you for what I acknowledge to have been an act of
rudeness. I am exceedingly sorry for it, and I ask your pardon.”
“You have it, of course, Mr. Gaston. An offence acknowledged and
regretted is necessarily forgiven. I want you to tell me explicitly,
however, what act you refer to.”
“I feel myself to have acted unwarrantably, indeed rudely, in my manner
of receiving your cousin. I was angry at the time, and I forgot myself.
I have done what little I could to atone for it to Mr. Decourcy, but I
felt that I owed you an apology, because in acting thus toward a guest
of yours I was guilty of a rudeness to you.”
Margaret was silent; but how she burned to speak!
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