Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Am I forgiven?” said Gaston, after a little pause, for the first time
smiling a little, and speaking in the clear, sweet tones that she had
lately thought the pleasantest in the world. If she thought so still,
she denied it to her own heart.
“I need hardly say, Mr. Gaston,” she answered, forcing back a sigh,
“that as far as I am concerned, you have quite atoned for your
treatment of my cousin.”
“Then am I reinstated in your favor, great Queen Margaret, and will you
give me your royal hand upon it?”
He extended his hand, but Margaret quickly clasped hers with its
fellow, and dropped them in front of her, while she slowly shook her
head. There was none of the bright _naïveté_ so natural to her, in this
action; she looked thoughtful and very grave.
The young man felt his pulses quicken; he resolved that she should make
friends with him, cost what it might. It had become of the very first
importance to him that he should be reinstated in that place in her
regard which he knew that he had once held, and which he now felt to be
so priceless a treasure.
“I am still unforgiven, I see,” he said; “but you will at least tell me
what is my offence that I may seek to expiate it.”
Margaret raised her candid eyes to his and looked at him a moment with
a strange expression; doubt, disappointment and glimmering hope were
mingled in it.
“Shall I be frank with you?” she said, speaking from a sudden impulse.
“I should like to, if I dared.”
“I shall be distressed if you are not,” he said, almost eagerly. “I beg
you to say freely what you have in your mind.”
She did not speak at once, but sank into a chair, with a long-drawn
respiration that might mean either sadness or relief. When Gaston
had brought another chair and placed it close beside her and seated
himself, she looked up and met his gaze. In the eyes of both there was
the eagerness of youth--in the girl’s a hesitating wistfulness, in
the man’s a subdued fire, somewhat strange to them. He was conscious
of being deeply stirred, and if he had spoken first his words would
probably have betrayed this, but it was Margaret who broke the silence,
in tones that were calm and steady, and a little sad.
“Mr. Gaston,” she said, turning her eyes away from his face and looking
into the fire, “it wouldn’t be worth while, I think, for me to pretend
to feel the same toward you, after what has happened; it would be only
pretence. Twenty-four hours ago I should have said you were the young
man of all my acquaintance whom I felt to be the truest gentleman. I
would not say this to your face now, except that it is quite passed.”
“I am glad that you have said it--most glad that it was ever so,” he
said, with a hurried ardor; “but it is a great height to fall from. And
have I indeed fallen?”
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