All quiet on the Western FrontRemarque, Erich Maria
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All quiet on the Western Front
Remarque, Erich Maria
War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"Don't talk rubbish, Franz, in a couple of days you'll see for
yourself. What is it anyway--an amputated leg? here they patch up
far worse things than that."
He lifts one hand. "Look here though, these fingers."
"That's the result of the operation. Just eat decently and you'll
soon be well again. Do they look after you properly?"
He points to a dish that is still half full. I get excited. "Franz,
you must eat. Eating is the main thing. That looks good too."
He turns away. After a pause he says slowly: "I wanted to become a
head-forester once."
"So you may still," I assure him. "There are splendid artificial
limbs now, you'd hardly know there was anything missing. They are
fixed on to the muscles. You can move the fingers and work and even
write with an artificial hand. And besides, they will always be
making new improvements."
For a while he lies still. Then he says: "You can take my lace-up
boots with you for Müller."
I nod and wonder what to say to encourage him. His lips have fallen
away, his mouth has become larger, his teeth stick out and look as
though they were made of chalk. The flesh melts, the forehead bulges
more prominently, the cheek-bones protrude. The skeleton is working
itself through. The eyes are already sunken in. In a couple of
hours it will be over.
He is not the first that I have seen thus; but we grew up together
and that always makes it a bit different. I have copied his essays.
At school he used to wear a brown coat with a belt and shiny sleeves.
He was the only one of us, too, who could do the giant's turn on the
horizontal bar. His hair flew in his face like silk when he did it.
Kantorek was proud of him for it. But he couldn't endure cigarettes.
His skin was very white; he had something of the girl about him.
I glance at my boots. They are big and clumsy, the breeches are
tucked into them, and standing up one looks well-built and powerful
in these great drain-pipes. But when we go bathing and strip,
suddenly we have slender legs again and slight shoulders. We are no
longer soldiers but little more than boys; no one would believe that
we could carry packs. It is a strange moment when we stand naked;
then we become civilians, and almost feel ourselves to be so. When
bathing Franz Kemmerich looked as slight and frail as a child. There
he lies now--but why? The whole world ought to pass by this bed and
say: "That is Franz Kemmerich, nineteen and a half years old, he
doesn't want to die. Let him not die!"
My thoughts become confused. This atmosphere of carbolic and
gangrene clogs the lungs, it is a thick gruel, it suffocates.
It grows dark. Kemmerich's face changes colour, it lifts from the
pillow and is so pale that it gleams. The mouth moves slightly. I
draw near to him. He whispers: "If you find my watch, send it
home----"
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