All quiet on the Western FrontRemarque, Erich Maria
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All quiet on the Western Front
Remarque, Erich Maria
War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
I do not reply. It is no use any more. No one can console him. I
am wretched with helplessness. This forehead with its hollow
temples, this mouth that is now merely a slit, this sharp nose! And
the fat, weeping woman at home to whom I must write. If only the
letter were sent off already!
Hospital-orderlies go to and fro with bottles and pails. One of them
comes up, casts a glance at Kemmerich and goes away again. You can
see he is waiting, apparently he wants the bed.
I bend over Franz and talk to him as though that could save him:
"Perhaps you will go to the convalescent home at Klosterberg, among
the villas, Franz. Then you can look out from the window across the
fields to the two trees on the horizon. It is the loveliest time of
the year now, when the corn ripens; at evening the fields in the
sunlight look like mother-of-pearl. And the lane of poplars by the
Klosterbach, where we used to catch sticklebacks! You can build an
aquarium again and keep fish in it, and you can go out without asking
anyone, you can even play the piano if you want to."
I lean down over his face which lies in the shadow. He still
breathes, lightly. His face is wet, he is crying. What a fine mess
I have made of it with my foolish talk!
"But Franz"--I put my arm round his shoulder and put my face against
his. "Will you sleep now?"
He does not answer. The tears run down his cheeks. I would like to
wipe them away but my handkerchief is too dirty.
An hour passes. I sit tensely and watch his every movement in case
he may perhaps say something. What if he were to open his mouth and
cry out! But he only weeps, his head turned aside. He does not
speak of his mother or his brothers and sisters. He says nothing;
all that lies behind him; he is entirely alone now with his little
life of nineteen years, and cries because it leaves him. This is the
most disturbing and hardest parting that ever I have seen, although
it was pretty bad too with Tiedjen, who called for his mother--a big
bear of a fellow who, with wild eyes full of terror, held off the
doctor from his bed with a dagger until he collapsed.
Suddenly Kemmerich groans and begins to gurgle.
I jump up, stumble outside and demand:
"Where is the doctor? Where is the doctor?"
As I catch sight of the white apron I seize hold of it: "Come quick,
Franz Kemmerich is dying."
He frees himself and asks an orderly standing by: "Which will that
be?"
He says: "Bed 26, amputated thigh."
He sniffs: "How should I know anything about it, I've amputated five
legs to-day"; he shoves me away, says to the hospital-orderly "You
see to it," and runs off to the operating room.
I tremble with rage as I go along with the orderly. The man looks at
me and says: "One operation after another since five o'clock this
morning. You know to-day alone there have been sixteen deaths--yours
is the seventeenth. There will probably be twenty altogether----"
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