All quiet on the Western FrontRemarque, Erich Maria
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All quiet on the Western Front
Remarque, Erich Maria
War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
A word of command has made these silent figures our enemies; a word
of command might transform them into our friends. At some table a
document is signed by some persons whom none of us knows, and then
for years together that very crime on which formerly the world's
condemnation and severest penalty fell, becomes our highest aim. But
who can draw such a distinction when he looks at these quiet men with
their childlike faces and apostles' beards. Any non-commissioned
officer is more of an enemy to a recruit, any schoolmaster to a pupil
than they are to us. And yet we would shoot at them again and they
at us if they were free.
I am frightened: I dare think this way no more. This way lies the
abyss. It is not now the time; but I will not lose these thoughts, I
will keep them, shut them away until the war is ended. My heart
beats fast: this is the aim, the great, the sole aim, that I have
thought of in the trenches; that I have looked for as the only
possibility of existence after this annihilation of all human
feeling; this is a task that will make life afterward worthy of these
hideous years.
I take out my cigarettes, break each one in half and give them to the
Russians. They bow to me and then they light the cigarettes. Now
red points glow in every face. They comfort me; it looks as though
there were little windows in dark village cottages saying that behind
them are rooms full of peace.
* *
The days go by. On a foggy morning another of the Russians is
buried; almost every day one of them dies. I am on guard during the
burial. The prisoners sing a chorale, they sing in parts, and it
sounds almost as if there were no voices, but an organ far away on
the moor.
The burial is quickly over.
In the evening they stand again at the wire fence and the wind comes
down to them from the beech woods. The stars are cold.
I now know a few of those who speak a little German. There is a
musician amongst them, he says he used to be a violinist in Berlin.
When he hears that I can play the piano he fetches his violin and
plays. The others sit down and lean their backs against the fence.
He stands up and plays, sometimes he has that absent expression which
violinists get when they close their eyes; or again he sways the
instrument to the rhythm and smiles across to me.
He plays mostly folk songs and the others hum with him. They are
like a country of dark hills that sing far down under the ground.
The sound of the violin stands like a slender girl above it and is
clear and alone. The voices cease and the violin continues alone.
In the night it is so thin it sounds frozen; one must stand close up;
it would be much better in a room;--out here it makes a man grow sad.
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