"No. Madam Rumor is my informant, and her story is vouched for by a
gentleman, an eye witness of the catastrophe."
In this lamentable caricature, there was so little truth, and so much
less wit, that it should have been beneath the contempt of her, at
whom it was aimed; but the ridicule was _public_. Her bonnet hid her
face, but the angry blood surged over her neck in crimson streams.
There was vengeful fury enough in the grasp, which drove the nails
through the paper she held, into the palm, to have swept the tittering
clique from the earth at a stroke. Whatever purpose of retaliation
sprang into life, it was nipped in the bud. The desk of the supposed
artist was in a niche; and the projecting wall concealed it from the
view of the party. He was almost in front of her; and her burning
eyes were arrested as they encountered his. There was no scorn, or
none for her, in that regard; but warning, interest and inquiry were
blended with such earnestness, that, like the charmed bird, he could
not move or look away. Even when he cast his eyes upon his work again,
she did not, at once, withdraw hers. He might have been thirty; was
pale, and not handsome, yet anything but ordinary in his appearance.
If his countenance had betrayed emotion the previous moment, it
vanished as his pen began to move. He was the automaton scribe, and the
subdued Ida, drawing her shawl around her, quitted the place, without
exchanging a syllable with any one.
The spell of the silent rebuke was speedily dissolved, yet she was
grateful that it had restrained her hasty retort. The heated in a
quarrel, are always the defeated. Morbid sensibility is the engenderer
of suspicion,--and vice versa; the two act and react, until a smile, a
look, is the foundation of weeks--it may be, of years of wretchedness.
To such a mind, ridicule is a venomed dart, piercing and poisoning,
and pride but inflames the wound. Dr. Ballard had showed the courtesy
of a gentleman, and the kindness of a friend in his intercourse with
Ida. Unconsciously, she had come to like, almost to trust him--and this
was at an end. He, and he, only, could have provided the outline of
the narrative she had heard. She set her teeth hard, as she recalled
her agitated greeting at the gate; and his composure; her subsequent
offers of assistance--"officious"--she called them now,--and his calm
acceptance. But it was base and unmanly, to make capital for sport of
the weakness of a woman--a child, compared with himself! "They are
all alike--I must believe it! with hearts rotten to the core! Heaven
have mercy on me, until I am as callous as they!" And when he called,
at some personal inconvenience, to impart the intelligence of her
"protege's" recovery, she met him with a haughtiness that surprised
and angered him; and his futile attempt to throw down the barrier,
resulted in his cutting short the interview. He had told Mr. Read
of Ida's adventure; but not in the spirit in which its events were
coarsely retailed.
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