Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3) — John Shaqi
Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
During the greater portion of the day my condition was one of stupor.
Yet there were intervals when my mind was somewhat active. In these
intervals I questioned myself, and I became acutely sensible of the
indescribable feeling of horror that was upon me, and at such times I
beheld, painted upon the gloom of the shelf on which I lay, the strange
face that had gazed at me out of the hand-glass, and again and again
I saw that head of a woman whose snow-white hair lay in long thick
tresses about her shoulders and upon the rude bolster, though a portion
of it was looped up and fastened in coils on the top of the head by
hairpins, whose dark eyes were weak and without light, whose cheeks
were hollow, and the skin of them and of her brow finely lined with
innumerable wrinkles, whilst the whole countenance was rendered wild
and repulsive by the lengths of white sticking-plaister that striped
her temple.
Thrice during that day I was visited by the young Frenchman, who, on
each occasion, brought me soup and some red wine. He was accompanied
on his third visit by the great fat man, his uncle, and by a short
man with an immense moustache and several days’ growth of beard--a
fierce-looking man, with dark knitted eyebrows, and gleaming black
eyes with the savage stare of a gipsy in their intent regard. He was
swathed in a coarse coat of pilot cloth, the skirts of which descended
to his heels, and on his head was a fur cap which he did not remove as
he stood viewing me.
They watched Alphonse feed me; I was scarcely conscious of their
presence, and even if I heeded them, which I doubt, their inspection
caused me no uneasiness, so languid were my faculties, so sick even
unto death did I feel, so profoundly bewildered was I by the questions
I asked myself, and by the blackness which lay upon the face of my mind
when I turned my gaze inwards and searched it.
The fat man, Regnier, addressed Alphonse, who nodded and said to me:
‘Well, madame, have you yet thought of your name?’
I answered, ‘No.’
‘And you cannot positively tell me that you are English?’
‘I am speaking English; I speak no other tongue; I am English, then.’
‘No,’ he exclaimed, smiling, ‘you might be American. And you say you
do not speak any other language than English? How can you tell? You
may have forgotten other languages in which you could converse. For
example: you might be a German who speaks English excellently; and now
by some caprice of the intellect you forget your German, and express
yourself in English. I am not a doctor,’ he added, wagging his head,
‘but I know a thing or two.’
And, turning to the others, he addressed them swiftly and with great
energy.
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