Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 2 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 2 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
‘I will accompany you. I have not yet been downstairs, and I wish to
see the part of the ship you sleep in. Oh, I am making great progress
with the materials for the poem you are to be the heroine of. I wish I
could write prose. I believe the tale I have in my head would be more
readable in prose. Yet poetry gives you this strange advantage: it
enables you to be impassioned. You can make use of expressions which
cannot be employed in prose without provoking contempt, which is a
disagreeable thing.’
All this she said loudly, as we stood together at the head of the
steerage stairs. There were several passengers sitting about the
saloon, reading or dozing. Two or three of them exchanged a smile.
Perhaps they would have laughed outright had they not heard her
imperfectly. But a rolling ship is full of noises; all the strong
fastenings creak, doors clatter, there is for ever a rattle of
crockery, though one knows not whence it proceeds, and these and
other noises mingling with Mrs. Webber’s tones possibly rendered her
indistinct to the passengers sitting a little way off.
‘By all means come with me downstairs,’ said I.
So together we went downstairs, or ‘below,’ as it is called at sea, and
all the way to my cabin Mrs. Webber’s tongue was going.
‘This is a very gloomy corner,’ she cried, as we entered the steerage;
‘the captain ought to find you more cheerful quarters. But I believe
all the upstairs cabins are taken. So this is the place where the
second-class passengers live! Pray pause one moment, that the scene may
paint itself upon my mind. I shall probably require this interior as a
setting for you.’
Whilst she stood gazing round her a woman came out of a berth. She
carried a baby in her arms. It was the baby that I had held and
kissed, but the person who carried it now was the mother. Mrs. Webber
took not the least notice of the child. As the person who carried it
approached to pass us, I made a step to kiss the little creature. It
knew me and smiled. I kissed it and took it in my arms, and when I had
nursed it for a minute I returned it to the mother, who looked proudly
as she received the pretty little thing, and, with a respectful bow
that was half a curtsey, went on her way.
The child awoke no sensations. Why should that baby, I thought to
myself, have caused a dreadful struggle in my mind when I first saw it?
And why am I now able to nurse and kiss it without the least emotion?
Can the darkness be deepening? Is the surface of the mind hardening
under the frost and blackness of my sunless life?
‘I am very glad there is not a baby in the saloon,’ exclaimed Mrs.
Webber. ‘I did not know there was such a thing in the ship--I mean in
this part of it.’
‘Have you any children?’ said I, recalling my wandering mind with
difficulty.
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