Amethyst: The Story of a BeautyColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Amethyst: The Story of a Beauty
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"It won't make any difference, my dear, I'm afraid, to the trouble that
has come upon us," said Miss Haredale, too deeply disturbed even to
think of how she was dashing a pleasure, which seemed to her to bear
little more relation to the realities of life than if Amethyst had shown
her a new doll.
"What is the matter?" said the girl, startled. "Is anything wrong?
Father--or mother?"
"No, my dear. But--but I have fallen into great misfortune; I would not
tell you while there seemed a chance of its being a mistake. I hope I
shall be enabled to bear it,--but it is more than I can face now."
"What--what, auntie?" cried Amethyst, pressing close to her aunt's knees
and seizing the trembling hands clasped on them.
It took some talking and explaining before Amethyst could be made to
comprehend the situation; but when she did understand how entirely the
circumstances of their two lives were altered, her young soft face
assumed a resolute expression. She stood up by the fireplace, and once
more took the examination list in her hand.
"Auntie," she said, "it is very sad, of course, but it would have been
much worse yesterday. _Now_, I don't think you need be anxious about
me, at any rate. I am worth something now. I shall go to Miss
Halliday; I think she will let me have Miss Hayne's situation at Saint
Etheldred's. At least, I know that a girl, with so good a certificate
as _this_, can always get employment. So, dear auntie, _I_ can do for
myself, and help you perhaps a little too."
"Be a school-teacher?" exclaimed Miss Haredale, in horror. "You, at
your age! with your family, and your appearance!--Perfectly impossible."
"I could begin as a student-teacher, if I'm too young," said Amethyst
coolly. "And it would be no disgrace to a princess to earn her living,
if she was poor. And, as for looks,--it's a great advantage, auntie, to
be rather nice-looking. It makes the girls like one."
"My dear, don't talk of it," said her aunt. "You have a right to the
advantages and opportunities of other girls, and you _must_ have them.
Besides, it is settled otherwise."
"Of course," said Amethyst, "I should have liked the balls and
everything very much. But I hope you don't think, dear auntie, that I'm
such a selfish girl as to think of that when you are in trouble.
Besides, if we can't afford them, it would be wrong of course to go in
for them. I like teaching, I shouldn't be dull. There would be
garden-parties in the holidays. My cream muslin will do all this
summer. And as for opportunities--if you mean about marrying--I'm sure,
auntie, I've heard you say, over and over again, that if they are to
come, they will come, wherever one may be. And if not--why, I can be
quite happy as I am."
As the girl spoke, in her fresh cool young voice, Miss Haredale felt
that her line of education had been very successful since Amethyst could
think thus, and also that it was incumbent on Amethyst's guardians to
think otherwise.
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