Amethyst: The Story of a BeautyColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Amethyst: The Story of a Beauty
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She did not much enjoy, nor greatly value beauty. She had deep reasons
for distrusting the kind of beauty which Amethyst inherited. But she
was perfectly aware that her young niece was beautiful, and that,
whatever Amethyst might think at eighteen, the matter would look very
different to her at eight and twenty.
"My dear," she said, "it can't be. Your parents would never consent,
and you don't know what you are talking of. There's only one right
thing to do. As I can no longer do my duty by you, or give you proper
advantages, I--I--must give you up, and let you go home. Indeed, I have
agreed to do so."
Miss Haredale turned her face away in the struggle to control her tears,
so that she did not see the look that was not sorrow on Amethyst's face.
But in another moment the girl's arms were round her neck.
"No--no, auntie," she said, "that would not be right at all. You often
say how poor my father is for his position, and how he let me go because
there were so many girls to provide for. It wouldn't be at all right
for me to go back on his hands now, and to leave you in your trouble. I
won't do it, auntie."
"My dear," said Miss Haredale, "you will be a great deal more on his
hands if you don't get a chance of settling yourself. If only I knew
better--if only I thought that all was as it should be! You are a dear
good affectionate child, and I've kept you too innocent and ignorant.
But you will be a good girl, Amethyst, wherever you may be. I am sure I
could trust you."
"Oh yes, auntie, I think you could," said Amethyst, simply. "But I
should be helped to be good if I went on at Saint Etheldred's."
"I will talk to you presently," said Miss Haredale, after a tearful
pause. "Run away, my darling, and leave me to compose myself."
Amethyst, with the despised list in her hand, went away into her own
bedroom, and sat down by the window to think on her own account. She
had been taken from her home at seven years old, and since then, her
intercourse with it had been confined to short visits on either side,
and even these had ceased of late years, as Lord and Lady Haredale had
lived much on the continent. She knew that her father's affairs were
involved, that the heir, her half-brother, was in debt, and, as Miss
Haredale put it, "not satisfactory, poor dear boy." She knew also that
her half-sister, Lady Clyste, lived abroad apart from her husband, and
that her own younger sisters had travelled about and lived very
unsettled lives. But what all these things implied, she did not know at
all. She thought her little-known mother the loveliest and sweetest
person she had ever seen, and when she heard that her family were going
to settle down for a time at a smaller place belonging to them not far
from London, she had been full of hope of closer intercourse.
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