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“What a coward!” he thinks, with the moral self-flagellation of an
over-sensitive and over-sincere person. “Why could I not tell them
the truth? Why did I limit myself to saying that she was a perfectly
respectable young woman? If I cannot face the simple enunciation of
the intention, how shall I ever bring myself to the endurance of
publishing the fact when it is accomplished? Am I, after all, the slave
of opinion, like anybody else? Am I afraid of a set of fools who are
capering on their primrose path, seeing nothing of the abyss to which
it leads? If I have not the courage of my views and faiths, wherein am
I superior to their philistinism? I do what I choose; what I see to be
wise and right and just; I desire to give an example which shall show
how utterly I despise the fictitious barriers of caste and custom,
and yet I have not courage enough to say to a few people who are
drinking tea in my rooms, ‘My good folks, I am going to marry a young
woman called Annie Brown.’ Why could I not say it? Why was I such a
miserable poltroon?”
He throws himself into a deep chair and lights a cigarette.
“What would my aunt have done? What would that grinning cad Marlow have
said? What would Cicely Seymour have thought? Perhaps she would have
approved. She has more sympathy, more insight than the others--and what
a charming profile! And those deep blue eyes under those long thick
lashes; they are eyes which have mind in them as well as youth and
smiles and innocence; they are eyes which will be still beautiful when
she is seventy and her hair is white under a lace mob-cap or a black
satin hood. What colour are Annie’s eyes? They are round and small, of
no particular colour, I think; a reddish grey. Dear good little girl,
it was not for her beauty that I selected her.”
Critchett opens the door at that moment, and breaks in on his
reflections.
“Mr. Fanshawe, sir.”
A gentleman of no definite age, with a shrewd countenance and a
significant smile, crosses the room with outstretched hand.
“My dear Wilfrid, they tell me you are in a wax about the exceptions
I took to your article. I am extremely sorry to touch any single line
of yours, but B.P. must be considered, you know. You are miles too
advanced for this inviolate isle; she is still shuddering at the fright
which Guy Fawkes gave her.”
Bertram replies stiffly: “I have certainly no affinity to Guy Fawkes,
who was a religious person and a strict monarchist. As for the essay,
pray do not trouble yourself; I shall publish it in the _Age to Come_.”
“Oh, that’s a pity; that will be practically putting it into the
waste-paper basket; excuse me saying so, but you know the circulation
of the _Age to Come_ is at present--is--well--limited.”
“We certainly do not chronicle scandals of the hunting-field, and
devote columns to prophesying the shape of next year’s bonnets, as the
_Torch_ does!”
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