Her confusion, her appealing eyes, her magnetic voice were all fuel to
the fire raging in the young man’s heart. Now that she was for ever lost
to him through his own deliberate action, she seemed tenfold more dear
and to be desired. Brain, soul, and body all seemed to crave her; he
took a step forward, and drew in a quick breath as if to speak; and then
a sudden sense of his own danger, and an overwhelming disgust for his
weakness swept over him, and the intense passion the girl had aroused in
his heart changed to unreasonable anger.
“Miss Dumont,” he said coldly, “I think we will have to dispense with
your services after to-night. Your duties are evidently too hard for
you. You can leave the office at any time you wish. Good-night.”
The girl shrank as if he had struck her, looked up at him with wide,
wondering eyes, waited for a moment as if expecting to be recalled, then,
as Mr Cheney wheeled his chair about and turned his back upon her, she
suddenly sped away without a word.
She left the office a few moments later; but it was not until after
eleven o’clock that she dragged herself up two flights of stairs toward
her room on the attic floor at the Palace. She had been walking the
streets like a mad creature all that intervening time, trying to still
the agonising pain in her heart. Preston Cheney had long been her ideal
of all that was noble, grand and good, she worshipped him as devout
pagans worshipped their sacred idols; and, without knowing it, she gave
him the absorbing passion which an intense woman gives to her lover.
It was only now that he had treated her with such rough brutality, and
discharged her from his employ for so slight a cause, that the knowledge
burst upon her tortured heart of all he was to her.
She paused at the foot of the third and last flight of stairs with a
strange dizziness in her head and a sinking sensation at her heart.
A little less than half-an-hour afterwards Preston Cheney unlocked the
street door and came in for the night. He had done double his usual
amount of work and had finished his duties earlier than usual. To avoid
thinking after he sent Berene away, he had turned to his desk and plunged
into his labour with feverish intensity. He wrote a particularly savage
editorial on the matter of over-immigration, and his leaders on political
questions of the day were all tinctured with a bitterness and sarcasm
quite new to his pen. At midnight that pen dropped from his nerveless
hand, and he made his way toward the Palace in a most unenviable state of
mind and body.
Yet he believed he had done the right thing both in engaging himself to
Miss Lawrence and in discharging Berene. Her constant presence about the
office was of all things the most undesirable in his new position.
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