“But I might have done it in a decent manner if I had not lost all
control of myself,” he said as he walked home. “It was brutal the way I
spoke to her; poor child, she looked as if I had beat her with a
bludgeon. Well, it is just as well perhaps that I gave her good reason
to despise me.”
Since Berene had gone into the young man’s office as an employé her good
taste and another reason had caused her to avoid him as much as possible
in the house. He seldom saw more than a passing glimpse of her in the
halls, and frequently whole days elapsed that he met her only in the
office. The young man never suspected that this fact was due in great
part to the suggestion of jealousy in the manner of the Baroness toward
the young girl ever after he had shown so much interest in her welfare.
Sensitive to the mental atmosphere about her, as a wind harp to the
lightest breeze, Berene felt this unexpressed sentiment in the breast of
her “benefactress” and strove to avoid anything which could aggravate it.
With a lagging step and a listless air, Preston made his way up the first
of two flights of stairs which intervened between the street door and his
room. The first floor was in darkness; but in the upper hall a dim light
was always left burning until his return. As he reached the landing, he
was startled to see a woman’s form lying at the foot of the attic stairs,
but a few feet from the door of his room. Stooping down, he uttered a
sudden exclamation of pained surprise, for it was upon the pallid,
unconscious face of Berene Dumont that his eyes fell. He lifted the
lithe figure in his sinewy arms, and with light, rapid steps bore her up
the stairs and in through the open door of her room.
“If she is dead, I am her murderer,” he thought. But at that moment she
opened her eyes and looked full into his, with a gaze which made his
impetuous, uncontrolled heart forget that any one or anything existed on
earth but this girl and his love for her.
CHAPTER V
ONE of the greatest factors in the preservation of the Baroness’s beauty
had been her ability to sleep under all conditions. The woman who can
and does sleep eight or nine hours out of each twenty-four is well armed
against the onslaught of time and trouble.
To say that such women do not possess heart enough or feeling enough to
suffer is ofttimes most untrue.
Insomnia is a disease of the nerves or of the stomach, rather than the
result of extreme emotion. Sometimes the people who sleep the most
profoundly at night in times of sorrow, suffer the more intensely during
their waking hours. Disguised as a friend, deceitful Slumber comes to
them only to strengthen their powers of suffering, and to lend a new edge
to pain.
The Baroness was not without feeling. Her temperament was far from
phlegmatic. She had experienced great cyclones of grief and loss in her
varied career, though many years had elapsed since she had known what the
French call a “white night.”
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