An American Patrician, or The Story of Aaron Burr: IllustratedLewis, Alfred Henry
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An American Patrician, or The Story of Aaron Burr: Illustrated
Lewis, Alfred Henry
Burr, Aaron, 1756-1836
For all the confident egotism of his manner, there is in it no smell of
conceit. He speaks of himself; but he does so as though discussing some
object outside of himself to which he is indifferent.
“Those eight months of which you complain have not been wasted. If I
have drawn no other lesson from my excellent grandsire’s ‘Doctrine of
Original Sin Defended,’ it has taught me to exhaustively examine my
own breast. I discover that I have strong points as well as points of
weakness. I read Latin and Greek; and I talk French and German, besides
English, indifferently well. Also, I fence, shoot, box, ride, row, sail,
walk, run, wrestle and jump superbly. Beyond the merits chronicled I
have tried my courage, and find that I may trust it like Gibraltar.
These, you will note, are not the virtues of a clergyman, but of a
soldier. My weaknesses likewise turn me away from the pulpit.
“I have no hot sympathies; and, while not mean in the money sense,
holding such to be beneath a gentleman, I may say that my first concern
is not for others but for myself.”
“It is as though I listened to Satan!” exclaims the dismayed doctor,
fidgeting with his ruffles.
“And if it were indeed Satan!” goes on the youth, with a gleam of
sarcasm, “I have heard you characterize that arch demon from your
pulpit, and even you, while making him malicious, never made him
mean. But to get on with this picture of myself, which I show you
as preliminary to laying bare a resolution. As I say, I have no
sympathies, no hopes which go beyond myself. I think on this world,
not the next; I believe only in the gospel according to Philip Dormer
Stanhope--that Lord Chesterfield, whom, with the help of Dr. Johnson,
you so much succeed in despising.”
“To talk thus at nineteen!” whispers the doctor, his face ghastly.
“Nineteen, truly! But you must reflect that I have not had, since I may
remember, the care of either father or mother, which is an upbringing to
rapidly age one.”
“Were you not carefully reared by your kind Uncle Timothy?” This
indignantly.
“Indeed, sir, I was, as you say, well reared in that dull town of
Elizabeth, which for goodness and dullness may compare with your
Bethlehem here. It was a rearing, too, from which--as I think my kind
Uncle Timothy has informed you--I fled.”
“He did! He said you played truant twice, once running away to sea.”
“It was no great voyage, then!” The imperturbable youth, hard of eye,
soft of voice, smiles cynically. “No, I was cabin boy two days, during
all of which the ship lay tied bow and stern to her New York wharf.
However, that is of no consequence as part of what we now consider.”
“No!” interrupts the doctor miserably, “only so far as it displays the
young workings of your sinfully rebellious nature. As a child, too, you
mocked your elders, as you do now. Later, as a student, you were the
horror of Princeton.”
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