An American Patrician, or The Story of Aaron Burr: Illustrated — John Shaqi
An American Patrician, or The Story of Aaron Burr: IllustratedLewis, Alfred Henry
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An American Patrician, or The Story of Aaron Burr: Illustrated
Lewis, Alfred Henry
Burr, Aaron, 1756-1836
“All that, sir, I confess; and yet I say that it is of the past. I hold
it time lost to think on aught save the present or the future.”
“Think, then, on your soul’s future!--your soul’s eternal future!”
“I shall think on what lies this side of the grave. I shall devote my
faculties to this world; which, from what I have seen, is more than
likely to keep me handsomely engaged. The next world is a bridge, the
crossing of which I reserve until I come to it.”
“Have you then no religious convictions? no fears?”
“I have said that I fear nothing, apprehend nothing. Timidity, of either
soul or body, was pleasantly absent at my birth. As for convictions,
I’d no more have one than I’d have the plague. What is a conviction
but something wherewith a man vexes himself and worries his neighbor.
Conclusions, yes, as many as you like; but, thank my native star! I am
incapable of a conviction.”
The doctor’s earlier horror is fast giving way to anger. He almost
sneers as he asks:
“But you pretend to honesty, I trust?”
“Why, sir,” returns the youth, with an air which narrowly misses the
patronizing, and reminds one of nothing so much as polished brass--“why,
sir, honesty, like generosity or gratitude, is a gentlemanly trait, the
absence of which would be inexpressibly vulgar. Naturally, I’m honest;
but with the understanding that I have my honesty under control. It
shall never injure me, I tell you! When its plain effect will be to
strengthen an enemy or weaken myself, I shall prove no such fool as to
give way to it.”
“While you talk, I think,” breaks in the doctor; “and now I begin to see
the source of your pride and your satanism. It is your own riches that
tempt you! Your soul is to be undone because your body has four hundred
pounds a year.”
“Not so fast, sir! I am glad I have four hundred pounds a year. It
relieves me of much that is gross. I turn my back on the Church,
however, only because I am unfitted for it, and accept the world simply
for that it fits me. I have given you the truth. As a minister of the
Gospel I should fail; as a man of the world I shall succeed. The pulpit
is beyond me as religion is beyond me; for I am not one who could allay
present pain by some imagined bliss to follow after death, or find joy
in stripping himself of a benefit to promote another.”
“Now this is the very theology of Beelzebub for sure!” cries the
incensed doctor.
“It is anything you like, sir, so it be understood as a description of
myself.”
“Marriage might save him!” muses the desperate doctor. “To love and be
loved by a beautiful woman might yet lead his heart to grace!”
The pale flicker of a smile comes about the lips of the black-eyed one.
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