An apology for idlers, and other essaysStevenson, Robert Louis
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An apology for idlers, and other essays
Stevenson, Robert Louis
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At the same time, and step by step with this increase in the definition
and intensity of what we feel which accompanies our growing age, another
change takes place in the sphere of intellect, by which all things are
transformed and seen through theories and associations as through
coloured windows. We make to ourselves day by day, out of history, and
gossip, and economical speculations, and God knows what, a medium in
which we walk and through which we look abroad. We study shop windows
with other eyes than in our childhood, never to wonder, not always to
admire, but to make and modify our little incongruous theories about
life. It is no longer the uniform of a soldier that arrests our
attention; but perhaps the flowing carriage of a woman, or perhaps a
countenance that has been vividly stamped with passion and carries an
adventurous story written in its lines. The pleasure of surprise is
passed away; sugar-loaves and water-carts seem mighty tame to encounter;
and we walk the streets to make romances and to sociologise. Nor must we
deny that a good many of us walk them solely for the purposes of transit
or in the interest of a livelier digestion. These, indeed, may look back
with mingled thoughts upon their childhood, but the rest are in a better
case; they know more than when they were children, they understand
better, their desires and sympathies answer more nimbly to the
provocation of the senses, and their minds are brimming with interest
as they go about the world.
According to my contention, this is a flight to which children cannot
rise. They are wheeled in perambulators or dragged about by nurses in a
pleasing stupour. A vague, faint, abiding wonderment possesses them.
Here and there some specially remarkable circumstance, such as a
water-cart or a guardsman, fairly penetrates into the seat of thought
and calls them, for half a moment, out of themselves; and you may see
them, still towed forward sideways by the inexorable nurse as by a sort
of destiny, but still staring at the bright object in their wake. It may
be some minutes before another such moving spectacle reawakens them to
the world in which they dwell. For other children, they almost
invariably show some intelligent sympathy. “There is a fine fellow
making mud pies,” they seem to say; “that I can understand, there is
some sense in mud pies.” But the doings of their elders, unless where
they are speakingly picturesque or recommend themselves by the quality
of being easily imitable, they let them go over their heads (as we say)
without the least regard. If it were not for this perpetual imitation,
we should be tempted to fancy they despised us outright, or only
considered us in the light of creatures brutally strong and brutally
silly; among whom they condescended to dwell in obedience like a
philosopher at a barbarous court. At times, indeed, they display an
arrogance of disregard that is truly staggering. Once, when I was
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