Is there a light? Yes, I remember kind faces I never saw before looking
eloquently into mine, the clasp of strange but friendly hands, the offer
of a score of homes. The gleam of brotherhood and sisterhood lightens
the dark places of the earth, and defies organised and perfected cruelty
to do its worst.
*III*
It is three weeks since I wrote my last letter—two weeks and three days
since I came back—no, not home, only back. We have no home any more—as
we used to have it, though we have found a roof to cover us.
I got your cablegram yesterday—it was dear of you to send it, but my
spirit quailed at what it must have cost you to send such a lengthy
despatch. Of course we knew how George and you would feel about it, and
there was a curious softness in Himself’s eyes when I showed it to him;
we even discussed whether we should launch out into a similar
extravagance. We decided, however, that no adequate presentment of what
we were doing could be offered in any cablegram, and that we must ask
you to wait for another letter. Himself even said, he would write it,
but you know how he lives, and what stacks of unanswered ones lie in his
pigeon-holes. I heard him say in an exasperated moment, that his private
and particular hell would be a place where there were unending streams
of letters of no importance, which he would be compelled to answer by
return of post. It was he who suggested the one word, "reconstructing,"
and we both hope you grasped its full significance. It is a big word,
and it means a lot. Before there can be reconstruction, there has to be
destruction, and the _Hun_ has done it very thoroughly for us.
I had better go back, I think, to where I left off. I told you, I
remember, that after three days both Effie and I grew restless, and on
the sixth we wired Himself that we were coming back and that he must
find a place for us. We knew that he was still sleeping on a shake-down
in the corner of the drawing room where the free winds of Heaven blew in
upon him—and the rain when it chanced that way.
You know how he loved everything in the house, how much of it was his
individual choice, only the grouping left to me. And he was hanging on
desperately to the remnant of his treasure house—though forbidden by
official orders to touch anything until the representative from the
Government Air Raid Insurance should come to inspect the premises, and
the damage.
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