Somebody found my clothes; people I had never seen before seemed to be
packing them up in trunks, not ours, which appeared mysteriously from
the outside. Kind hands brought us lunch, already prepared, and so we
got ready to go away. But before the end I had a hard task. Poor
Tubby, the lovely old mother chow, had gone mad, or at least become
dangerous through sheer terror. You know how sensitive she was. She
had to be shot and nobody could get her out of the kennel but me. I
went and dragged her forth and put the collar around her neck and took
her to the place of execution, where the man with the gun was waiting.
How did I do it? God knows, Cornelia. But it was absolutely necessary
for the safety of human creatures, and I know she has forgiven me in the
happy hunting ground where she has gone. She knew I loved her; but when
I heard the report of the gun the iron seemed to enter into my soul.
Wang has gone too, and Satan, the impish and delicious Persian cat that
became an inmate of this animal-loving house after you left, was found
stark by the edge of the immense crater made in the front garden by the
bursting shell. It wiped out his favorite laurel bush, under which we
suppose he had been sleeping when the terror came.
He was not injured in any way—he died of the same concussion which split
the old cedar tree and broke it right in two. Soon after eleven we
trundled away to the station en route for London and Scotland, leaving
Himself to make shift alone. It was his ordination, and we seemed too
dazed to stand up against it. We have been here three days, and already
Effie and I are both very restless. I expect in a few more days in
spite of Himself we shall be speeding back, for there is much to do
there. First and foremost we have to find another roof to cover us.
I will write as soon as I get back, and can co-ordinate my thoughts.
You and George will mourn with us, and I have no doubt George’s
sentiments on the subject of America entering without further parley
will be vivified and strengthened. As I write I see the desolate
ruins—the broken and desecrated household gods, the crowds of gaping
strangers who regarded it as a spectacle without appearing to sense its
tragedy. Other houses in the town were destroyed, but I have presently
no knowledge or cognisance of them.
All sorrow and loss must be intensive at the first. This certainly is.
It is a poor devilish kind of sport, to rain death upon non-combatants
and sail away immune from punishment or reprisal. It makes women dumb
and men desperate. I know what is in the mind of Himself. Loathing of
the age limit, longing to defy the years and be out with the fighting
forces in the field. I shall never keep him after this, Cornelia. He
will slip through another door.
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