This chum was starting what promised to be a brilliant professional
career when the war threw him into the vortex. As a young lieutenant of
the Engineers he crossed to France and received his death wounds at La
Bassée. I was in France at the time and could so easily have found him
in the hospital among the sand dunes near Wimereux, only I did not know.
I did not even see his name in the _Times_. You know we don’t read the
lists so carefully now, most of us are afraid. After a time I got a
letter from his mother telling me how he had died. He had lingered
three weeks, suffering no pain, fully aware that he could not recover,
ready to die as he had lived, without fear, bravely, as brave men only
can and do die. His mother was with him to the end. I am not sure
whether I envy her. Mine went in a flash without pain or warning, or
possible shrinking, straight from one home of love to another. It must
wring a mother’s heart to watch the candle flickering out so slowly.
She wanted to be with him night and day, but he always urged her to
leave him at night; both because she never slept and he was better
alone. She was very sad until he said one night, "Do go mother, I am
never lonely you know, for when you go, Ned comes. He is here all the
time—and I want you to know he’s waiting for me and I’ll be all right
over there." All right over there! God, how beautiful it is, and how
it comforted me to feel that my son is no more lonely in the Father’s
House.
Those things are not figments of the imagination, Cornelia—the veil is
very thin, and the Lord Christ Himself walks with these dear lads and
shows them the way home.
I am glad they are both out of it now—safe forevermore.
My sister, Janet, whom you never met, and who has so long cared for our
summer home, is no longer able. She has never really recovered the
shock of the Boy’s passing—and though she stoutly denies it, the strain
of the war had told on her very much. She must have a rest and get away
for a while from the guns of the coast defence. So we have let the
house. Conceive it, Cornelia, if you can—strangers living and sleeping
and possessing our Kingdom by the Sea!
The house the children loved best of all the houses in the world is now
in military possession! How truly Florence touched the spring when she
said, "Every day there is something to be given up."
If it means helping to win the war, if it can be won no other way than
by giving up all we are and have, why then let us in the name of God do
it gladly, with high heads and shining eyes in which there are no tears.
It is liberty and love we fight for. If they are slain, what will be
left?
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