My sister has come here to be with me for some months. I am disquieted
about her. She looks frail, and she has lost the old buoyancy and wit.
Now that she can rest for the first time in her life, the desire to rest
has passed. It is all so pathetic and so typical of the stern discipline
we call life. We really are in the fighting line from the cradle to the
grave. I smiled this morning looking back to when I said it was
necessary to take her out of the strain of the Coast Defence. Because
she has come into the real war zone here, and last night got a taste of
invasion from the air. I must tell you about it because, though we have
had many attacks from the air during the last year, this one stands out.
We brought one of the raiders down—a mass of flaming wreckage—an awful
but a glorious sight.
I have sometimes wished I could have you come here to share one of our
Zeppelin nights, to feel the thrill of tense fear which seizes the
bravest when the warning sounds, to run with us to shelter, and live the
long hours of strain and terror through.
I forget whether I told you that we have very good cellarage in our
Chinese Chippendale house and that we accommodate about 20 or 30 less
fortunate neighbours while the danger is most imminent. Florence takes
special pride in the cellar; she keeps it very clean and snug, spreads
old rugs and sets out the garden chairs. Then there is an oil stove and
various wraps for the cold nights. It can be very cold in a cellar
about 3 A.M. when one’s vitality is at its lowest ebb, and fear lurks in
every corner.
Some of the women bring their knitting and the mechanical exercise helps
to allay nervous distress. A woman I met one morning after a raid said
she had been out buying dusters for her Zeppelin guests to hem in their
forced seclusion. Of course it is the gregarious instinct which brings
them together; danger seems less awful somehow when it is shared.
I don’t know whether they notice how short a time I spend under ground—I
never sit down there. I want to be up and out if possible, facing the
danger, of which I am yet mortally afraid. I don’t fancy death in a
cellar and I fear I am like the tommies, a fatalist as regards bullets
and bombs.
But I’m digressing shamefully. The warning came about seven, and just
before nine, we heard the grating of the engines up aloft. It was so
loud we thought there must be two or three, but we could not see
anything. They went straight over London, approaching as usual from the
North, and just missing us. They dropped a good many bombs, and the air
was full of the noise of bursting shells, and the clatter of our
anti-aircraft guns. Shrapnel was flying from them, even over our little
town, and safety was only to be found indoors.
About midnight the marauders began to retrace their steps, if I may put
it so, and came right overhead.
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