An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
These kind of analogies were not exactly in his line of thought, but
somehow as with her he looked at this bud, with one side of the moss
stripped off and the wound on the outer leaf, he became very sorry for
the little Reginald Grove who buried his mother, and afterwards so badly
mismanaged himself. For the moment he felt that all he had ever
possessed which was worth caring about, was what he had had when,
environed by mother-love, he grew up in her smiles. It was a presence
about Ethelbert which made that time seem so valuable. He looked up at
the simple house, and then at Ethelbert’s dainty but inexpensive dress.
The fragrance of the rose seemed intoxicating with its story of possible
redemption. Yet every instinct of his better nature told him it was
impossible that his life could ever blend with Ethelbert’s, while also
his best instincts, with an exigency of strong desire, demanded just
that union. He was in a torture of soul, comparable with nothing he had
ever before experienced. Suddenly he remembered his wealth, but it
seemed only an abject thing. Yet presently, for some reason, he said:
“Do you care for wealth?”
“Immensely,” said Ethelbert.
He looked up at her as though he could not believe his ears; but in his
heart there was a hope, broken by doubt and darkened by disappointment;
a hope that all-conquering wealth could win even her, but a
disappointment in her if this could so be. After a moment he stumbled
on, saying: “I—I somehow don’t see much good in it. After you have eaten
all you can, and have drunken more than—than you ought, and made a
fashion-block of yourself, and so on; in fact, you know money can’t give
you back whatever there was in those old days,” said Reginald, motioning
toward the rose; “it can’t make the now impossible possible.”
“That depends,” said Ethelbert. “Money could make the now impossible
possible to many people.”
He looked at her with that same compound expression on his countenance;
for you know this man, who had never grown to real manhood, being much
bigger outside than he was in,—this man had for years stood on guard
against the many girls whom he fancied wished to marry his money. So he
said, with a dash of the Grove suspicious shrewdness: “Is there anything
now impossible to you that it could make possible?”
“Yes.”
He looked at her with lowering lights in his eyes.
“Do you want that thing very much?”
“I have set myself to obtain it.”
“How much would you give?” said he, his heart beating thickly, and yet
he could not look at her because of the mingled sense of victory and
disappointment.
“I shall give my life for it,” she said quietly. “I have settled that.”
And while he was looking at her, utterly dazed as to her meaning, Judge
Elkhorn threw himself from his horse and eagerly came up to Ethelbert,
who received him with more alacrity than her still manner usually
exhibited.
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