An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
He forgot that he was living in this new age in which something like
occult powers are given to the “pure in heart,” who, seeing God, who is
All, and in all, necessarily must see the truth as to the conditions
which fill society. His spiritual and intuitional faculties were not
dead, but sealed up, and enswathed in cerements of flesh. And so, as he
now himself realized, he had nothing but a man’s feelings, hot, blind
and passionate, to oppose to the percipient intelligence, that, cool and
pure, looked steadily into the seething caldron of his heart.
“If a man’s feelings are orderly, beautiful life, I care just as much
for them,” she said again slowly. And as he stood before the Virgin
Mother grace in her, an ineffable longing for purity and new creation
took possession of him. He covered his eyes and sat down on the steps.
“Mine were beautiful when I was three years old,” he said, “orderly,
beautiful life. O good God, yes, they were!” It was a cry of remorse to
his Creator, and Ethelbert understood it so.
“I believe that readily, Reginald,” she said, simply; “and I have
limitless reverence for them; they were as sweet as this bud.” He took
from her hand the exquisite moss-covered wonder, and sat looking at it,
while Ethelbert laid the mutilated rose, with its upgathered petals, on
a book in her lap.
“You mean that is about what my life is worth now,” said he, pointing at
the leaves and torn blossom.
“You choose to do it yourself,” said Ethelbert.
“Who cares?” was the angry response, for he had often sentimentalized
with girls over his ruined hopes, and had so led up to sweet
flirtations; but Ethelbert’s remark and the level look of her eyes,
nipped that sort of a thing in the bud; and his “ugly” was rising at
about the rate of ten degrees a second, when she said: “I do.”
“On your honor, do you?” he asked huskily.
“On honor, yes, I care,” she said. He looked white and kept the bud in
his hand. She wished to help him, but she did not wish to preach nor
sentimentalize.
“You have abused this rosebud fearfully,” rising and examining one on
the bush. “You have shattered the rose and the leaves. Here is a bud
which you have marred, but—” she stooped to examine it more closely;
“but I see it is not beyond the power of performing good uses still and
of opening to mature life.”
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