An Essay in Aid of a Grammar of AssentNewman, John Henry
Religion
An Essay in Aid of a Grammar of Assent
Newman, John Henry
Faith; Theism
If I may not assume that I exist, and in a particular way, that is,
with a particular mental constitution, I have nothing to speculate
about, and had better let speculation alone. Such as I am, it is my
all; this is my essential stand-point, and must be taken for granted;
otherwise, thought is but an idle amusement, not worth the trouble.
There is no medium between using my faculties, as I have them, and
flinging myself upon the external world according to the random impulse
of the moment, as spray upon the surface of the waves, and simply
forgetting that I am.
I am what I am, or I am nothing. I cannot think, reflect, or judge
about my being, without starting from the very point which I aim at
concluding. My ideas are all assumptions, and I am ever moving in
a circle. I cannot avoid being sufficient for myself, for I cannot
make myself anything else, and to change me is to destroy me. If I do
not use myself, I have no other self to use. My only business is to
ascertain what I am, in order to put it to use. It is enough for the
proof of the value and authority of any function which I possess, to
be able to pronounce that it is natural. What I have to ascertain is
the laws under which I live. My first elementary lesson of duty is
that of resignation to the laws of my nature, whatever they are; my
first disobedience is to be impatient at what I am, and to indulge an
ambitious aspiration after what I cannot be, to cherish a distrust of
my powers, and to desire to change laws which are identical with myself.
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