Public worship -- Society of Friends; Society of Friends -- Doctrines
It is by stilling the body-mind that we center down. Put the other way,
it is by centering down that we still the body-mind. I would judge that
all Friends have in common the practice of centering down. This is our
common preparation for worship. From here on, however, each of us is
likely to go his individual way, no two ways being alike. This is the
freedom of worship which has ever been an integral part of the Friends
religion. We are not called upon to follow any fixed procedure. This is
creative. The individual spirit is set free to find its way, in its own
manner, to God. Yet it leaves some of us at a loss to know what to do
next. Some of us are not yet able to press on. We are unsure of the
inward way, and our available resources are not yet adequate to this
type of exploration. We need hints from others, suggestions, guides. To
meet this need, a number of Friends have written of what they do after
they center down. Among these writings may be mentioned Douglas V.
Steere's _A Quaker Meeting for Worship_, and Howard E. Collier's _The
Quaker Meeting_. In the same spirit I would like to indicate what I do.
Once I have centered down I try to open myself, to let the light in. I
try to open myself to God's power. I try to open myself to the other
members of the meeting, to gain a vital awareness of them, to sense the
spiritual state of the gathering. I try so to reform myself inwardly
that, as a result of this meeting, I will thereafter be just a little
less conformed to the unregenerate ways of the world, just a little more
conformed to the dedicated way of love.
I encourage a feeling of expectancy. I invite the expectation that here,
in this very meeting, before it is over, the Lord's power will spring up
in us, cover the meeting, gather us to Him and to one another. Though
meetings come and go, and weeks and even years pass, and it does not
happen, nevertheless I renew this expectation at every meeting. I have
faith that some day it will be fulfilled. We should be bold in our
expectations, look forward to momentous events. We should not be timid
or small but large with expectancy, and, at the same time humble, so
that there is no egotism in it.
I kindle the hope that, should the large events not be for me and for us
this day, some true prayer will arise from our depths, some act of
genuine worship. I hope that at the least I will start some exploration
or continue one already begun, make some small discovery, feel my inward
life stir creatively and expand to those around me.
Having aroused my expectancy, I wait. I wait before the Lord, forgetting
the words in which I clothed my expectations, if possible forgetting
myself and my desires, laying down my will, asking only that His will be
done. In attitude or silent words I may say, "I am before thee, Lord. If
it be thy will, work thy love in me, work thy love in us."
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