Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
At the corner, three men were gathered under a single umbrella, their big
boots looking as if they stood empty in the water on the road. Their
coats too looked as if they were empty, and the water drizzled from their
worn-out hats on to the collars of their coats. Clearly they were petty
officials. For thirty years and more they have been accustomed to go at
this time of the day to their office. Now they have found suddenly that
the path has slipped away from under their feet, and they don’t know what
to do: this was an unlawful business ... the official oath ... their
conscience.... If it were not for the question how to live! What about
the others? Perhaps they have gone already. One ought to take counsel
with the head of the department....
They discussed the matter, started to go, stopped, then started again.
Finally, when I looked after them they were walking on steadily, as if
they had found the accustomed groove from which it was impossible for
them to swerve.
Posters, fastened to poles, were floating in the air. Underneath, in a
steady throng, people passed incessantly, walking as if under compulsion,
as if they could not stop, as if they had lost the power of altering
their direction. It was as though some huge dark animal crawled along the
pavement, a yoke on its neck, and as it crawled slowly it cheered.
I felt an inarticulate cry rising in my throat, and I wanted to shout to
them to stop and to turn back. But in the flowing crowd there was already
something like predestination, something which cannot be stopped. And yet
occasionally its course was deviated. The throng parted now and then, and
in between motor cars passed in regular, short jerks. And in the cars,
decorated with national coloured ribbons and white chrysanthemums, were
typically Semitic faces. Behind them, in the middle of the road, the
human waves closed up again.
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