Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
I turned off into a by-street. A peasant’s little wooden cart came
towards me. Swabian peasant women from Hidegkút were being shaken about
in it, gay and broad among the milk cans. Suddenly—I did not notice
whence they came—three sailors stepped into the cart’s path. One caught
hold of the horse’s bridle while the two others jumped on to the cart.
Everything happened in a flash.... At first the women thought it was a
joke, and turned their stupid young faces to each other with a grin. But
the sailors meant no joke. With curses they pushed the women off the cart
and, as if they were doing the most natural thing in the world, in broad
daylight, in the middle of the city, and in sight of a crowd of people,
they calmly drove off with somebody else’s property. The whip cracked and
the little cart went off in rapid jerks. Only then did the women realize
what had happened. With loud shrieks they called for help and pointed
where the cart had gone to. But the street was lazy and cowardly and did
not come to the rescue. Men passed by, shrinking from contact with other
people’s troubles, as if these were infectious.
It was all so helpless and ugly. It seemed to me that all of us who
passed there had lost something. I dared not follow up the trend of my
thoughts....
Under the porch of the next house two ruffians attacked a young officer.
One of them had a big carving knife in his hand. They howled threats. A
stick rose and the lieutenant’s cap was knocked off his head. Dirty hands
snatched him by the throat. The knife moved near his collar ... the stars
were cut off it. The cross of his order and the gold medal on his chest
jangled together. The mob roared. The little lieutenant stood bareheaded
in the middle of the circle, his face as white as snow. He said nothing,
did not even defend himself, only his shoulders shook convulsively. With
a clumsy movement, like a child who starts weeping, he passed the back of
his left hand across his eyes. Poor little lieutenant! I noticed now that
his right sleeve was empty to the shoulder.
Even then nothing happened. The people again pretended not to see, as
if they were glad that it had not been their turn.... Everything seemed
confused and vague, like a half-waking fever-dream in the reality of
which the dreamer does not believe, though he cannot help moaning under
its influence.
What was happening there?... In front of the Garrison Commander’s
building, under some bare trees, some soldiers were holding open a large
red, white and green flag. At first I thought they were at play. Then I
saw that an unkempt, bandy-legged little man was cutting out the crown
from above the coat-of-arms with his pocket-knife. And they held it out
for him!... I felt as if I had been burnt, and turned my head away so
that nobody might see my face. A little further on the declaration of the
Social Democratic Party stared at me from a wall:
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